Back from the Island :)

I'm back from Pulau Redang, and to those yang takpenah pegi, SILA LAH PERGI SEBAB CANTIK SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT!!! sangat menenangkan jiwa dan raga!
Air laut yg biru turquoise JERNIH sesangat2!
Well this is not a honeymoon, this is a family trip. bapak aku mmg every year, on the month of Syawal, mmg akan bawak family jejalan.
I remembered in 2010, we went to GoldCoast, Australia, masa tu baru lepas cucuk hCG shot, and we should have "Timed Intercourse" in GoldCoast, mase tu berangan kunun dapat la buat anak kat negeri omputeh. ahahaha
2weeks after balik dari sana, ive got a faint positive, but 5 days later, i got my period.
so it was a chemical pregnancy then.

In 2011, we went to Bali, Indonesia. Masa tu berbulan tak period, and takde rasa apa2 pun. Pegi Bali mmg nak enjoy je dengan family.

And this year, yang bestnya dapat snorkeling (first time eh) and took photos under the water!! :D
tapi bukan our camera lah, ni yang underwater photographer kat redang tu ambik, we can view the photos later and pay for which one  we like. (we took them all!) :P 6 keping je. ye la orang pun ramai.

Hehe that's me, beriya tahan nafas tapi masuk jugak air dlm idung :P

That's my Cik Abang. Disuruh buat pose Superman. hhuehuehe

Cik Abang again, 2nd attempt

Ngam2 ada ikan kat tangan aku tu :P

Both of us :D

Huhu mata hubby terkenyit sbelah, air masuk mata.

from left - umi (stepmom),mail(cousin),hubby,me,ikmal(brother)babah

And you know what, my BBT was elevated and i feel more bloated, gemok than ever. hahahaa...asik makannnnn je, ketagih nasik. So yeah, the progesterone that did it, and most importantly, my OWN progesterone.! no drugs, no nothing this time :D only supplements like EPO.
So i'll just wait for another week, for my period to come. if it doesnt show up, then boleh Jeng Jeng Jeng walaupun tak mengharap apa. Just happy that I'm fine now :)
i know that i'm ok when i have sore nipple/breastpain/HUNGRY/mild cramps on my abdomen.
then i know that my hormones had gone back to work! tahniah!

This is my BBT, yg tiba2 NAIK skejap lepas beberapa hari period tu sebab demam. (dotted lines)
Then lepas dah baik demam, dia normal balik and tibe2 dapat coverlines, 2 3 hari before coverline tu pun dah memang rasa breastpain/cramps so yeah, could be ovulated during that time :D
I CAN OVULATE ON MY OWN!!! (agaknye laa)
Who needs clomid??HCG???letrozole?metformin?provera?duphaston?etc etc!
SEE i cannnn do this without drugs!
thank you Allah :D
So PCOS, u might as well pegi berambus from my body now! Dont kacau my ovary again! tahu!
i know that BBT chart bukanlah 100% accurate tapi knowing my body, having breast pain on my own, having mild cramps and food cravings are sign that my hormones are working.
Dulu time skolah, takpenah makan ubat2 apa2 and i felt all this stuffs when period was about to come in 2 weeks.
last year tak period lansung on my own kan? Langsung takde breast pain watsoever simptom.
then Early this year, after consuming noni chewable tablet by biodex for whole 2months, i got my period on my own again with all those simptoms. SO yeah, body sendri, sendri la yg tau kan :D
Alhamdulillah ;)
This months boleh hope sikit la walaupun takkisah sangat sebab semua dgn izin Allah swt juga :)
I've done some "Self-Meditation" sebenanya during this month, then nampak sangat perubahan positive on my BBT, i will share about this on my next post ;) WISHMELUCK&BABYDUST :D