aku sumpah panas la dgn pompuan ni. aku dah tepet dia tadi tp aku still panas. tp aku masih leh berjalan dgn bangga. walaupon aku xpgnant, which i know i WILL someday, insyallah. tapi, let me tell you,
im actually much better, much luckier, much fortunate, THAN U ARE
sebab,
aku ade semua.
semuaaa aku ada.
dan aku xpenah pon canang kat org, LIHATLAH DUNIA! hidup aku suami isteri bahagia! makbapak mertua aku sayang aku! adek2ipar aku bespren dgn aku! aku ade rewarding job! aku senang! aku masih leh berpelok dan berpimpin tangan dgn laki aku, boleh berchinta mcm org mude2!
ko ade? kali ni aku nak canang dgn ko
idop aku bahagia without a child. walaupon aku mmg nak, tapi its just the same mcm kite nak sesuatu mcm duit, iphone, rumah besar, kete canggeh, sama je.
xde pon aku bahagia, ADA insyallah bertambah bahagia. tapi dgn apa yg ada skang ni, Suami, Family, Career, Diploma yg tak seberapa, experience keje yg Buleh Lah, walaupon mak aku dah takde, tapi aku ade maktiri yg sunggoh baik, ade bapak yg senang, walaupon aku kayaps sket, aku ade semua.
ko ada?
ko actually telling everyone yang life ko SUCKS. your life sucks. that is. dengan mengandung, komplen plak laki takde dgn ko, slalu kuar tinggalkan ko, HA PADANLAH MUKE. astu ko canang plak kat org, die lupe ke die nak branak nnt kalo suami tak ampun dose die ape jadi? Ya Allah, aku takot. aku xnak imagine kalau aku jadi dia.
suami mana yg suka bini die canang kat semue org hal umahtangge? takkire sape salah, laki ko tu penjenayah ke penageh ke kaki pompuan camne skali pon, kalo die tak ampun dose ko psl ko cite kat org kat umahtangge ko, HEY nauzubillah la weh. ha aku tibe2 jadi ustazah plak.
aku pon xde la perfek. tapi aku tidaklah sebodoh umat mcm ni.
jakgi ko stat issue 'mengandung' lak dgn aku eh! pandai ko tarik perhatian aku.
akhirnye kene tepet dgn aku.
padan muka.
July 27, 2011
Motif
Oh motif die sebenanye nak menceritakan hal laki die kat aku. nak mengadu. intro je dulu bagi aku panas.
silap lah die nak carik pasal dgn aku.
endingnya aku tepet dia balik, lepas berjela2 die sms menceritakan hal si angah.
EH aku dulik ape la hal umah tangge korang? yg ko cite kat aku tu buatpe? ade faedah ke dkt aku? mule2 belagak mengandung lepastu merINTIH hal laki ko plak. takdpt perhatian la ape la, angah slalu baran la, amboi2. canang suami sendri kat org.
ko ni pompuan jenis ape?
jakgi die kate kat aku Sebab tu la za byk bersabar, za taknak susah di akhirat nanti.
idiot.
kalo ko dah cite hal laki ko kat aku, dan iparduai ko, dan makbapak mertua ko, ko ingat ko senang? takyah kate kat akhirat, kat dunia pon belom tentu.
bodoh, pagi2 cari pasal dgn aku. amek ko ubat.
nak mengadu pegi pejabat kadi la. bukan kat iparduai ko buduh.
"za lemah, za taktahan..mase mngandung ni la nak kan perhatian suami..tapi angah buat za mcm ni"
stupid.
meroyan.
silap lah die nak carik pasal dgn aku.
endingnya aku tepet dia balik, lepas berjela2 die sms menceritakan hal si angah.
EH aku dulik ape la hal umah tangge korang? yg ko cite kat aku tu buatpe? ade faedah ke dkt aku? mule2 belagak mengandung lepastu merINTIH hal laki ko plak. takdpt perhatian la ape la, angah slalu baran la, amboi2. canang suami sendri kat org.
ko ni pompuan jenis ape?
jakgi die kate kat aku Sebab tu la za byk bersabar, za taknak susah di akhirat nanti.
idiot.
kalo ko dah cite hal laki ko kat aku, dan iparduai ko, dan makbapak mertua ko, ko ingat ko senang? takyah kate kat akhirat, kat dunia pon belom tentu.
bodoh, pagi2 cari pasal dgn aku. amek ko ubat.
nak mengadu pegi pejabat kadi la. bukan kat iparduai ko buduh.
"za lemah, za taktahan..mase mngandung ni la nak kan perhatian suami..tapi angah buat za mcm ni"
stupid.
meroyan.
Pompuan Bodoh.
Pagi2 lagi aku dah menyirap.
Padahal baru je balik bercuti2 dgn laki aku gi swiss garden kuantan, yg kitorg dpt voucher free 3d2n tu. Nanti aku citer psl bercuti tu tapi yg ni nak citer psl BIRAS aku.
brief intro about BIRAS aku ni n adek ipar aku.
adek ipar aku
Umor: 32 (bawah setahun laki aku)
Keje: Gomen gak.
History perkahwinan: Mule2 tunang, putos, Tunang dgn orglain, putos, then jumpe sorg minah ni pertengahan 2010, kenal 2minggu kat myspace, jumpe sekali dua, teros nak ajak kawin, katenye: "angah dah 31 ni, kawan2 angah semua dah kawin. angah je belom! kene cepat2 ni!"
Bertunang: Sebelum puasa 2010.
Kawin: 10.10.10
BIRAS AKU
umor: sebaya aku. 27
Keje: TAK KEJE> psl die bengap spm tak pass BM.
Wajah: sangat cantik, mcm angel. first impression, org mesti ingat Amboi lawa nye, alim sgt rupa. untong nye angah dpt bini mcm ni.
Semenjak diorg tu kawin, takde citer lain selain GADOH GADOH GADOH. dan bini dia ni amatlah bangang. gado dgn laki, citer kat semua org. bagitau bpk mertua aku, mak mertua aku. sms mak mertua aku "mak nasihat lah anak mak tu!" makbapak die apetah lagi.
n bile gado je, bahasekan diri dgn si angah Lu GUA Lu GUA je. siap penah ade msg mcm ni "Ha, mak dgn bapak gua dah tau dah kite mcm ni, ape lagi LAFAZ je aa!"
betapa bodoh nye pompuan gila ni. si angah (adek ipar aku ni) kdg2 dah jem tattau nak wat ape. tapi kdg2 angah ni pon bengong, bile dah baik, bukanmain baik. esok gado balik. gado ngade2 biase la, tapi ini gado yg tahap takleh accept dek akal. buleh sound laki dia gitu LAFAZ je aa! wahhhh,aritu HAMPIR la cerai, tibe2 baik plak.
tibe2 ditakdirkan, lepas diorg kene sound dgn bpk mertua aku bulan lepas, tibe2 skg die pegnant. aku yg mulot gini mmg pikir OH agaknye lepas gado, kene sound dgn bpk mertua aku, dah ok la kot. teros ON. dan dia mengandung.
jadi aku takpenah kesah pon sbenanye sbb ramai je org keliling aku yg mengandung. ramai je org yg kawin selepas aku yg mengandung. aku mmg dah lali tak rase ape pon, n pompuan bodoh ni, walaupon aku benci kat dia tapi aku buat2 baik je dpn dia sbb takde pasal la aku nak gado dgn dia sbb die takde cari psl dgn aku. die cume dgn laki dia n makbapak mertua aku je. TAPI OLEH KERANA HARI INI DIA TELAH MENCARIK PASAL DENGAN AKU, MMG SILAP BESAR LA KO.
dia takpenah ada no fon aku, or nk mintak no fon aku dgn sesiapa. and aku pon tak kesah pon nak amek tau hal dia. sbb die bodoh. asik2 gado je nak msg adek2 ipar, nak msg org tua dia, jadi aku n laki aku taknak ambik port psl dia sbb dia adalah BODOH. eh, aku pon kdg2 bertekak jugak dgn laki aku la, takpenah pon aku nak msg mak mertua aku MAK tgk anak mak ni! pompuan bodoh je yg buat mcm tu. bapak mertua aku sampai taksuka kat dia, siap kate "lepas ni jgn msg ayah, call ayah lagi nak gitau korang gado ke ape. ayah cume nak ko msg ayah bile ko nak berpisah je! lain ayah xnak dgr!"
aku taksanggop kalau bpk mertua aku ckp gitu kat aku. tapi si pompuan bodoh ni dah kena. ye la org tua mane tak marah?
tapi bile aku dtg umah mertua aku aritu diorg kabo kan kat aku dia dah mengandung, so aku takde rase ape pon, malah aku ckp dlm hati "sebab tuhan taknak diorg bercerai, or gado lagi. so tuhan bagi anak" (itu yg positif)
(yg negatif,) Ha esok korang gado leh la buat anak tu jadi issue. Kesian kat anak. ade mak yg bodoh leh sound suami sendri mcm ni "Lu ni ingat gua ni ape hah?"
mcm mana aku leh tau?
sebab adek ipar aku bile gado je, balik umah makmertua aku n tunjok msg bini dia kat adek2 ipar aku (yg laser semuanya tu)
so bile aku dtg, semue citer kat aku.
TAPI PADA PAGI YG INDAH INI AKU NAK GI KEJE, TIBE2 ADE SATU MSG BERBUNYI BEGINI
"Slm jihan sht ke dgn abglong?dgr cite jihan dh xkj kt sirim ye, skrg kj mane..lma xjpe. za pn smenjak ngndg ni,alahan teruk xdpt nk p mane2 dk rmh je,dlm sari 6,7x muntah, lmh btl bdn2, jihan bl lak hehe? from haiza"
PERTAMA: BILE MASE LAK AKU BENTI KEJE?
KEDUA: ADE AKU KESAH KE JUMPE DIE KE TAK? N PENAH KE DIE SEBOK NAK JUMPE AKU?
KETIGA: AKU ADE TANYE KE DIE MENGANDUNG KE TAK?ADE? ADE??? AKU ADE TANYE KHABO KO? AKU ADE TANYE KO MUNTAH BRAPA KALI? ADA? AKU ADE TANYE BADAN KO LEMAH KE TAK? ADA?
ni namenye, main api. ha aku stat dah ni, doa burok2 kat dia.
ni yg payah ni. celake tol la pompuan ni.
aku nak je reply "oo mengandung ek, kesian eh anak tu esok ko plak ckp LU GUA LU GUA dgn anak sendri. kalau dah dgn laki sendri pon leh mcm tu."
as,mdhayqw09e7129038zny312094712309461~(B~@&)(!~!~~!!!!
Padahal baru je balik bercuti2 dgn laki aku gi swiss garden kuantan, yg kitorg dpt voucher free 3d2n tu. Nanti aku citer psl bercuti tu tapi yg ni nak citer psl BIRAS aku.
brief intro about BIRAS aku ni n adek ipar aku.
adek ipar aku
Umor: 32 (bawah setahun laki aku)
Keje: Gomen gak.
History perkahwinan: Mule2 tunang, putos, Tunang dgn orglain, putos, then jumpe sorg minah ni pertengahan 2010, kenal 2minggu kat myspace, jumpe sekali dua, teros nak ajak kawin, katenye: "angah dah 31 ni, kawan2 angah semua dah kawin. angah je belom! kene cepat2 ni!"
Bertunang: Sebelum puasa 2010.
Kawin: 10.10.10
BIRAS AKU
umor: sebaya aku. 27
Keje: TAK KEJE> psl die bengap spm tak pass BM.
Wajah: sangat cantik, mcm angel. first impression, org mesti ingat Amboi lawa nye, alim sgt rupa. untong nye angah dpt bini mcm ni.
Semenjak diorg tu kawin, takde citer lain selain GADOH GADOH GADOH. dan bini dia ni amatlah bangang. gado dgn laki, citer kat semua org. bagitau bpk mertua aku, mak mertua aku. sms mak mertua aku "mak nasihat lah anak mak tu!" makbapak die apetah lagi.
n bile gado je, bahasekan diri dgn si angah Lu GUA Lu GUA je. siap penah ade msg mcm ni "Ha, mak dgn bapak gua dah tau dah kite mcm ni, ape lagi LAFAZ je aa!"
betapa bodoh nye pompuan gila ni. si angah (adek ipar aku ni) kdg2 dah jem tattau nak wat ape. tapi kdg2 angah ni pon bengong, bile dah baik, bukanmain baik. esok gado balik. gado ngade2 biase la, tapi ini gado yg tahap takleh accept dek akal. buleh sound laki dia gitu LAFAZ je aa! wahhhh,aritu HAMPIR la cerai, tibe2 baik plak.
tibe2 ditakdirkan, lepas diorg kene sound dgn bpk mertua aku bulan lepas, tibe2 skg die pegnant. aku yg mulot gini mmg pikir OH agaknye lepas gado, kene sound dgn bpk mertua aku, dah ok la kot. teros ON. dan dia mengandung.
jadi aku takpenah kesah pon sbenanye sbb ramai je org keliling aku yg mengandung. ramai je org yg kawin selepas aku yg mengandung. aku mmg dah lali tak rase ape pon, n pompuan bodoh ni, walaupon aku benci kat dia tapi aku buat2 baik je dpn dia sbb takde pasal la aku nak gado dgn dia sbb die takde cari psl dgn aku. die cume dgn laki dia n makbapak mertua aku je. TAPI OLEH KERANA HARI INI DIA TELAH MENCARIK PASAL DENGAN AKU, MMG SILAP BESAR LA KO.
dia takpenah ada no fon aku, or nk mintak no fon aku dgn sesiapa. and aku pon tak kesah pon nak amek tau hal dia. sbb die bodoh. asik2 gado je nak msg adek2 ipar, nak msg org tua dia, jadi aku n laki aku taknak ambik port psl dia sbb dia adalah BODOH. eh, aku pon kdg2 bertekak jugak dgn laki aku la, takpenah pon aku nak msg mak mertua aku MAK tgk anak mak ni! pompuan bodoh je yg buat mcm tu. bapak mertua aku sampai taksuka kat dia, siap kate "lepas ni jgn msg ayah, call ayah lagi nak gitau korang gado ke ape. ayah cume nak ko msg ayah bile ko nak berpisah je! lain ayah xnak dgr!"
aku taksanggop kalau bpk mertua aku ckp gitu kat aku. tapi si pompuan bodoh ni dah kena. ye la org tua mane tak marah?
tapi bile aku dtg umah mertua aku aritu diorg kabo kan kat aku dia dah mengandung, so aku takde rase ape pon, malah aku ckp dlm hati "sebab tuhan taknak diorg bercerai, or gado lagi. so tuhan bagi anak" (itu yg positif)
(yg negatif,) Ha esok korang gado leh la buat anak tu jadi issue. Kesian kat anak. ade mak yg bodoh leh sound suami sendri mcm ni "Lu ni ingat gua ni ape hah?"
mcm mana aku leh tau?
sebab adek ipar aku bile gado je, balik umah makmertua aku n tunjok msg bini dia kat adek2 ipar aku (yg laser semuanya tu)
so bile aku dtg, semue citer kat aku.
TAPI PADA PAGI YG INDAH INI AKU NAK GI KEJE, TIBE2 ADE SATU MSG BERBUNYI BEGINI
"Slm jihan sht ke dgn abglong?dgr cite jihan dh xkj kt sirim ye, skrg kj mane..lma xjpe. za pn smenjak ngndg ni,alahan teruk xdpt nk p mane2 dk rmh je,dlm sari 6,7x muntah, lmh btl bdn2, jihan bl lak hehe? from haiza"
PERTAMA: BILE MASE LAK AKU BENTI KEJE?
KEDUA: ADE AKU KESAH KE JUMPE DIE KE TAK? N PENAH KE DIE SEBOK NAK JUMPE AKU?
KETIGA: AKU ADE TANYE KE DIE MENGANDUNG KE TAK?ADE? ADE??? AKU ADE TANYE KHABO KO? AKU ADE TANYE KO MUNTAH BRAPA KALI? ADA? AKU ADE TANYE BADAN KO LEMAH KE TAK? ADA?
ni namenye, main api. ha aku stat dah ni, doa burok2 kat dia.
ni yg payah ni. celake tol la pompuan ni.
aku nak je reply "oo mengandung ek, kesian eh anak tu esok ko plak ckp LU GUA LU GUA dgn anak sendri. kalau dah dgn laki sendri pon leh mcm tu."
as,mdhayqw09e7129038zny312094712309461~(B~@&)(!~!~~!!!!
July 19, 2011
Just Laugh!
Selalu jek kite dgr org nasihat kite "Ala relax je!"
sebenanye camne weh nak relax dgn soklan2 orang sekeliling. kalau semue org leh shutdafakap, mmg kite leh relax, tapi disebabkan manusia mmg suke kepoh, mmg agak SUKAR utk kite relax apetah lagi memaksa diri utk relax. camne nak buat tu?
aku dpt artikel ni, (which aku subscribe utk TTC) mmg hari2 ada hantar tips, which aku rase sgt general, mende2 cam Kene makan folic acid lah, kene exercise lah, Drink Plenty of Water lah (duh) as if minum air je leh pregnant. and blablabla, termasuk "Just Relax!"
jadi tibe2 aku dpt tips baru ni, bukan just relax, tapi Just LAUGH! which aku rase ape yg aku tgh buat sepanjang tahun ini. aku nak share kat korang semua. Instead of TRYING hard to RELAX, just LAUGH! you WILL feel relaxed!
Hi Jay,
I just wanted to send out this quick note
before the weekend offering what I hope
is a useful tip.
If you've been having any difficulty in
getting pregnant, I'm sure you've heard
from family and friends that all you need
to do is "relax".
And while the theory of Relaxing and avoiding
Stress seems simple enough, it's actually
one of the most difficult things to achieve
while trying to conceive. In fact, trying to
Relax can sometimes cause more Stress because
you're having to work so hard to make it happen.
Fortunately, there is a fairly easy way to Relax
and Reduce Stress in your life. Just Laugh. In
fact, in some recent studies, women exposed to
Laughter Therapy actually had higher pregnancy
rates than those who did not participate in
Laughter.
Research on laughter or humor therapy has
found it can help raise mood, lower stress
hormone levels, possibly improve immunity,
and lower blood pressure.
Consider watching some stand-up comedy, a good
funny movie, or hanging out with friends who
know how to tickle your funny bone.
You may even want to consider a laughter yoga
class, if you can find one in your area. In
laughter yoga, a group comes together and
purposefully laughs. At first, the laugh may
feel forced, but soon, everyone is really laughing.
Sounds strange, but many people enjoy it.
I hope you find that useful and will try your best
sebenanye camne weh nak relax dgn soklan2 orang sekeliling. kalau semue org leh shutdafakap, mmg kite leh relax, tapi disebabkan manusia mmg suke kepoh, mmg agak SUKAR utk kite relax apetah lagi memaksa diri utk relax. camne nak buat tu?
aku dpt artikel ni, (which aku subscribe utk TTC) mmg hari2 ada hantar tips, which aku rase sgt general, mende2 cam Kene makan folic acid lah, kene exercise lah, Drink Plenty of Water lah (duh) as if minum air je leh pregnant. and blablabla, termasuk "Just Relax!"
jadi tibe2 aku dpt tips baru ni, bukan just relax, tapi Just LAUGH! which aku rase ape yg aku tgh buat sepanjang tahun ini. aku nak share kat korang semua. Instead of TRYING hard to RELAX, just LAUGH! you WILL feel relaxed!
Hi Jay,
I just wanted to send out this quick note
before the weekend offering what I hope
is a useful tip.
If you've been having any difficulty in
getting pregnant, I'm sure you've heard
from family and friends that all you need
to do is "relax".
And while the theory of Relaxing and avoiding
Stress seems simple enough, it's actually
one of the most difficult things to achieve
while trying to conceive. In fact, trying to
Relax can sometimes cause more Stress because
you're having to work so hard to make it happen.
Fortunately, there is a fairly easy way to Relax
and Reduce Stress in your life. Just Laugh. In
fact, in some recent studies, women exposed to
Laughter Therapy actually had higher pregnancy
rates than those who did not participate in
Laughter.
Research on laughter or humor therapy has
found it can help raise mood, lower stress
hormone levels, possibly improve immunity,
and lower blood pressure.
Consider watching some stand-up comedy, a good
funny movie, or hanging out with friends who
know how to tickle your funny bone.
You may even want to consider a laughter yoga
class, if you can find one in your area. In
laughter yoga, a group comes together and
purposefully laughs. At first, the laugh may
feel forced, but soon, everyone is really laughing.
Sounds strange, but many people enjoy it.
I hope you find that useful and will try your best
to add laughter to your weekend as much as possible :-)
----
Sebab tu laa, tahun ni aku tak miss tgk Raja Lawak. Maharaja Lawak, Just for Laughs, Chapalrela, Tengok semue citer kat Astro Warna, download youtube Jozan,...supaya aku boleh gelak hari2..gelak terlebeh2 pon tak elok gak tapi i'll make sure i will have a good laugh atleast Once a day. supaye aku dpt lupe yg aku actually tgh struggle,..
July 16, 2011
Cramps without Meds!
Hari ni aku rase sgt cramping. was it bcoz of FertilAid?
Sgt2 harap aku period dengan benda ni, hari ni satu hari mmg senggugot, mcm nak period. Nipple sakit. Hee, slalu mende2 ni dtg lepas makan pil subor/birth control/pil utk induce period.
tapi bbt aku low je, taktau la kan. maybe die low sebab dia teros kasi period.
kalau mcm tu biar lepas period dulu then monitor BBT balik tgk adekah aku boleh ovulate dgn fertilaid ni.
right now, i'm
Sgt2 harap aku period dengan benda ni, hari ni satu hari mmg senggugot, mcm nak period. Nipple sakit. Hee, slalu mende2 ni dtg lepas makan pil subor/birth control/pil utk induce period.
tapi bbt aku low je, taktau la kan. maybe die low sebab dia teros kasi period.
kalau mcm tu biar lepas period dulu then monitor BBT balik tgk adekah aku boleh ovulate dgn fertilaid ni.
right now, i'm
July 13, 2011
Great
Semalam aku bawak balik botol fertilaid nih and bagi laki aku je bukak kan, eh die bukak skejap je. asal aku bukak takleh? hahahaha
Terus terang ckp having 3 pills of fertilaid for yesterday made me feel great! Sebab rase mcm sengal2 kiri kanan pinggang ni sama mcm baru kena hCG trigger dulu, mcm baru lepas makan pil subur. im keeping my fingers crossed this time, (again) but really, i think that this is a great response! that shows my body is responding to it. yay! Alhamdullillah...tapi baru 1st day, we'll wait for the whole bottle to be finished, kalau my period comes without any clinical meds, maksodnya this product is good for me, and i'll order another one if pregnancy is not achieved this month.
kalau tak achieve tapi period turn out regular balik, means that its a good sign n pCOS will be gone! sgt2 harap Encik PCOS ni berambos.
i printed out lots of reviews from PCOSers yang ambik fertilaid ni, baca kat rumah, tak habis bace lagi. (maksudnya byk sgt good reviews from PCOSers who failed clomid/letrozole/hcgtrigger/FSH/IUI/ICSI/IVF.
ada 1-2 review yg komplen tak berjaya (out of 190 reviews), well dkt website dia pon dah ckp yg tak semua org akan respon. jadi aku tak marah kalau produk ni tak berkesan kat aku. cuma, kalau kita belum try, belum tau. :)
if you want to know more about FertilAid please go to www.fertilaid.com
everything u need to know is there!
*dari jaoh perkataan PCOSers ni nampak mcm 'posers' plak. hahahaha.
*amboi meriah plak theme baru nih. heeee!
Terus terang ckp having 3 pills of fertilaid for yesterday made me feel great! Sebab rase mcm sengal2 kiri kanan pinggang ni sama mcm baru kena hCG trigger dulu, mcm baru lepas makan pil subur. im keeping my fingers crossed this time, (again) but really, i think that this is a great response! that shows my body is responding to it. yay! Alhamdullillah...tapi baru 1st day, we'll wait for the whole bottle to be finished, kalau my period comes without any clinical meds, maksodnya this product is good for me, and i'll order another one if pregnancy is not achieved this month.
kalau tak achieve tapi period turn out regular balik, means that its a good sign n pCOS will be gone! sgt2 harap Encik PCOS ni berambos.
i printed out lots of reviews from PCOSers yang ambik fertilaid ni, baca kat rumah, tak habis bace lagi. (maksudnya byk sgt good reviews from PCOSers who failed clomid/letrozole/hcgtrigger/FSH/IUI/ICSI/IVF.
ada 1-2 review yg komplen tak berjaya (out of 190 reviews), well dkt website dia pon dah ckp yg tak semua org akan respon. jadi aku tak marah kalau produk ni tak berkesan kat aku. cuma, kalau kita belum try, belum tau. :)
if you want to know more about FertilAid please go to www.fertilaid.com
everything u need to know is there!
*dari jaoh perkataan PCOSers ni nampak mcm 'posers' plak. hahahaha.
*amboi meriah plak theme baru nih. heeee!
July 12, 2011
My FertilAid has arrived!
Yay! dapat semalam, aku bli online from link kat entry bawah ni.
semalam aku xsempat bukak lagi, harini baru nak bukak. sebelum tu baca dulu review2 online org yg dah berjaye pregnant, especially yg with PCOS. aku nak try, taktau lagi berkesan ke tak kat aku, tapi kalau tak try taktau kan. BIODEX dah try setahun lebeh and nothing happen, maybe ada improve digestion sket, tapi regulate period/ovulation mmg tak. lagipon none of biodex reviews yg dibuat oleh org yg PCOS. selalunye org yg berjaya tu dia ada endometriocyst, darah ketul2 kat rahim, dan lain2 yg unexplained.
Fertilaid reviews yg aku bace daripada 190 reviews, ada 66org yg ada PCOS, ada yg berjaya pregnant ada yg berjaya regulate cycle tapi belum pregnant. whatever it is aku nak cuba and cuba utk beLIEVE. kdg2 disebabkan kita tak bELIEVE benda tu yg takjadi. kot.
the thing is, AKU SUSAH NAK BUKAK BOTOL FERTILAID NIH!!!!!!!
dah guna pisau blade, pembaris, dan skru driver.
this product better be good. !
nih mesti terlampau bagus sgt produk ni sampai nak bukak pon susah. hahaha...ni salah satu dugaan gak nih.
semalam aku xsempat bukak lagi, harini baru nak bukak. sebelum tu baca dulu review2 online org yg dah berjaye pregnant, especially yg with PCOS. aku nak try, taktau lagi berkesan ke tak kat aku, tapi kalau tak try taktau kan. BIODEX dah try setahun lebeh and nothing happen, maybe ada improve digestion sket, tapi regulate period/ovulation mmg tak. lagipon none of biodex reviews yg dibuat oleh org yg PCOS. selalunye org yg berjaya tu dia ada endometriocyst, darah ketul2 kat rahim, dan lain2 yg unexplained.
Fertilaid reviews yg aku bace daripada 190 reviews, ada 66org yg ada PCOS, ada yg berjaya pregnant ada yg berjaya regulate cycle tapi belum pregnant. whatever it is aku nak cuba and cuba utk beLIEVE. kdg2 disebabkan kita tak bELIEVE benda tu yg takjadi. kot.
the thing is, AKU SUSAH NAK BUKAK BOTOL FERTILAID NIH!!!!!!!
dah guna pisau blade, pembaris, dan skru driver.
this product better be good. !
nih mesti terlampau bagus sgt produk ni sampai nak bukak pon susah. hahaha...ni salah satu dugaan gak nih.
July 8, 2011
The Do's and Don'ts of Having an Infertile Friend
taken from this blog --> From Here to Fertility
The Do's and Don'ts of Having an Infertile Friend...
This entry is written for family and friends, old and new, who may have a sneaking suspicion that DH and I are having problems. It's not easy to admit that this is happening, nor is it easy to talk about. I would like to share with you my innermost feelings so that our relationship might whether this storm - because at the end of the day, you are important to me.
Infertility is a reality for us right now. Some of you might be shocked at the use of this word, but one in six couples experiences infertility - it's more common than you think. When you are around me, please keep the following thoughts in your heart -
Don't ask me if I'm pregnant, or speculate with others. This hurts me more than you could ever know. Plus, it makes me feel fat. When the time comes, I'll share the blessed news. But being asked all the time if I am pregnant is a constant reminder that I am NOT.
Don't feel compelled to share the latest "get pregnant" trick. Believe me, we've tried them all. Putting my feet up. Simultaneous orgasms. Drinking raspberry leaf tea. OPK sticks. Fertility monitors. Pineapple juice. Vitamin B. Acupuncture. Chinese herbs. Cutting out caffeine. Going on a vacation. If I had a dollar for every trick we've tried, we could afford to travel in Europe for the summer.
Don't tell me to relax. Until you've suffered the sorrow of trying fruitlessly for years, you'll never know the anxiety and the stress that yet another period causes. The fear of not being able to have a child can be all encompassing. There's nothing relaxing about seeing everyone around you get pregnant, or attending the tenth baby shower of the year, after having looked at yet another negative HPT. Relaxing is impossible.
Don't tell me I can always adopt. It's easy for many of you to say; you've likely felt the joy of feeling your baby kick you for the first time, or marveled at the way your baby giggles just like his daddy. Your mother has probably said to you "She has her great-grandma's dimples!", or your father has said "He has his mama's temper!" These are the things that I want to experience. Adoption isn't right for everyone.
If you are pregnant, don't tell me that you're ready for it to be over. Right now, I would kill for the chance to have swollen feet or heartburn. I would love to feel the goo of the ultrasound gel on my big belly. I'd revel at being able to actually wear maternity clothes, not just touch them and wish. Don't take for granted your pregnancy - it really is a miracle.
If you are pregnant, please don't share every detail with me. While I really am happy for you, it doesn't help me to hear all about the things that I fear I will never get to experience. Don't tell me that you could feel your baby being conceived, or that your cravings are getting stronger, or that your prenatal yoga classes are making your baby dance in your tummy. It'll just make me feel guilty that I feel sad about your happiness.
Don't tell me that you feel sorry for me when we are at a baby shower. I don't need your pity. I need your understanding. I need your distraction. I need your love and support. I need your shoulder to cry on, or your ear to bend. I need you to be a friend.
Which brings me to the "Do's" of having an infertile friend...
Do ask me how I'm doing and let me know that you are there to listen.
Do give me the time and space to share when I want to, and if I want to. Respect my privacy and refrain from judging.
Do help me by distracting me with your friendship. Meet me for a coffee. Take me window shopping. Gossip with me on the phone. Do everything you can NOT to avoid me. I need your support.
It's as simple as that. Just help me to feel loved right now, because I really need it. This has been one of the most isolating times in my life. And I'm not sure it'll ever be over...
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SUKA gila, itu pon dpt drp sini Mrs A Hehe! Thanks for sharing the link. Blog orang yang tulis ni pon mcm best je nak baca. shes been struggling since 2008...wow.. Its good to know that ure not alone. Really.
Blog tu blog matsaleh, so mmg la dia slalu gi babyshower semua..kita jarang ada babyshower. aku takpenah pon pegi or dijemput ke babyshower...tapi cukor jambul, yes. mmg adat kita. Yeah, majlis cukor jambul pon aku byk avoid. which i know is not good. kdg2 aku kaji dulu, siapa yg menjemput itu. kalo dah mmg kwn2 rapat, aku tau kwn2 rapat takkan annoy aku dgn soalan2 pregnancy lagi. tapi kalau sdara2 yg dah lame xjumpe of kos diorg akan tanya benda tu. aku tak pegi kazen aku nye cukur jambol aritu, aku ckp laki aku keje. sbenanye aku sgt tipu :( takbaik kan. tapi, aku nak elak drp sakit hati dan benci org, jadi aku terpakse buat camtu..korang takkan paham.
jadi utk buang rase bersalah tu aku belikan hadiah untuk dia. so aku kirim kan hadiah tu kat bapak aku je.
aku sgt stuju dgn "If ur pregnant, dont tell me that ur ready for it to be over." betol. aku slalu sgt dengar mende ni, dgr komplen2 ni drp org2 yg pregnant. aku paham, kite mmg nak express feeling tu tp cube jgn buat bende tu mcm satu seksaan buat korang, cube korang appreciate sket simptom2 pregnant tu sbb korang sebenanye sgt untung kerana dpt experience bende tu. sbb bukan nye forever pon.for only 9 months je kot.
tapi kesimpulannya dia tu omputeh..hehe part ni aku bersyukor la aku dilahirkan sbg Islam sbb aku bersyukor sebenarnya, mmg aku sgt nak anak, siape yg taknak? (eh ade tapi susah la nak cari, leh kire dgn jari org yg taknak anak ni. normally org yg taknak anak ni akan regret ade anak lepas die 'beranak'.) Tapi aku syukor atas kenikmatan dunia yg Allah dah bagi, sgt cukop. Kalau ada rezeki dia akan bagi, tunggu saja....
Semalam aku n laki aku lepak kat subang dgn epul+alin..saje jalan2..laki aku terserempak dgn kwn lama dia mase skolah teknik dulu..borak punye borak, member die tu tanya
"ko dah ada anak ke along?"
"belom rezeki lagi la..ko?"
"belom gak...ko dah brape tahon kawin?"
"2 tahon lebeh"
"aku 6 tahon beb...hmm takpe la redho jer"
kewl, 1st time dgr perbualan lelaki yg tanye2 psl ni..slalu pompuan je kene. kwn laki aku tu teros kata "rilek je la weh, nak wat camana dpt lambat..aku lagik lama tunggu...xde gak..takleh wat ape dah lom rezeki"
hm..
The Do's and Don'ts of Having an Infertile Friend...
This entry is written for family and friends, old and new, who may have a sneaking suspicion that DH and I are having problems. It's not easy to admit that this is happening, nor is it easy to talk about. I would like to share with you my innermost feelings so that our relationship might whether this storm - because at the end of the day, you are important to me.
Infertility is a reality for us right now. Some of you might be shocked at the use of this word, but one in six couples experiences infertility - it's more common than you think. When you are around me, please keep the following thoughts in your heart -
Don't ask me if I'm pregnant, or speculate with others. This hurts me more than you could ever know. Plus, it makes me feel fat. When the time comes, I'll share the blessed news. But being asked all the time if I am pregnant is a constant reminder that I am NOT.
Don't feel compelled to share the latest "get pregnant" trick. Believe me, we've tried them all. Putting my feet up. Simultaneous orgasms. Drinking raspberry leaf tea. OPK sticks. Fertility monitors. Pineapple juice. Vitamin B. Acupuncture. Chinese herbs. Cutting out caffeine. Going on a vacation. If I had a dollar for every trick we've tried, we could afford to travel in Europe for the summer.
Don't tell me to relax. Until you've suffered the sorrow of trying fruitlessly for years, you'll never know the anxiety and the stress that yet another period causes. The fear of not being able to have a child can be all encompassing. There's nothing relaxing about seeing everyone around you get pregnant, or attending the tenth baby shower of the year, after having looked at yet another negative HPT. Relaxing is impossible.
Don't tell me I can always adopt. It's easy for many of you to say; you've likely felt the joy of feeling your baby kick you for the first time, or marveled at the way your baby giggles just like his daddy. Your mother has probably said to you "She has her great-grandma's dimples!", or your father has said "He has his mama's temper!" These are the things that I want to experience. Adoption isn't right for everyone.
If you are pregnant, don't tell me that you're ready for it to be over. Right now, I would kill for the chance to have swollen feet or heartburn. I would love to feel the goo of the ultrasound gel on my big belly. I'd revel at being able to actually wear maternity clothes, not just touch them and wish. Don't take for granted your pregnancy - it really is a miracle.
If you are pregnant, please don't share every detail with me. While I really am happy for you, it doesn't help me to hear all about the things that I fear I will never get to experience. Don't tell me that you could feel your baby being conceived, or that your cravings are getting stronger, or that your prenatal yoga classes are making your baby dance in your tummy. It'll just make me feel guilty that I feel sad about your happiness.
Don't tell me that you feel sorry for me when we are at a baby shower. I don't need your pity. I need your understanding. I need your distraction. I need your love and support. I need your shoulder to cry on, or your ear to bend. I need you to be a friend.
Which brings me to the "Do's" of having an infertile friend...
Do ask me how I'm doing and let me know that you are there to listen.
Do give me the time and space to share when I want to, and if I want to. Respect my privacy and refrain from judging.
Do help me by distracting me with your friendship. Meet me for a coffee. Take me window shopping. Gossip with me on the phone. Do everything you can NOT to avoid me. I need your support.
It's as simple as that. Just help me to feel loved right now, because I really need it. This has been one of the most isolating times in my life. And I'm not sure it'll ever be over...
---
SUKA gila, itu pon dpt drp sini Mrs A Hehe! Thanks for sharing the link. Blog orang yang tulis ni pon mcm best je nak baca. shes been struggling since 2008...wow.. Its good to know that ure not alone. Really.
Blog tu blog matsaleh, so mmg la dia slalu gi babyshower semua..kita jarang ada babyshower. aku takpenah pon pegi or dijemput ke babyshower...tapi cukor jambul, yes. mmg adat kita. Yeah, majlis cukor jambul pon aku byk avoid. which i know is not good. kdg2 aku kaji dulu, siapa yg menjemput itu. kalo dah mmg kwn2 rapat, aku tau kwn2 rapat takkan annoy aku dgn soalan2 pregnancy lagi. tapi kalau sdara2 yg dah lame xjumpe of kos diorg akan tanya benda tu. aku tak pegi kazen aku nye cukur jambol aritu, aku ckp laki aku keje. sbenanye aku sgt tipu :( takbaik kan. tapi, aku nak elak drp sakit hati dan benci org, jadi aku terpakse buat camtu..korang takkan paham.
jadi utk buang rase bersalah tu aku belikan hadiah untuk dia. so aku kirim kan hadiah tu kat bapak aku je.
aku sgt stuju dgn "If ur pregnant, dont tell me that ur ready for it to be over." betol. aku slalu sgt dengar mende ni, dgr komplen2 ni drp org2 yg pregnant. aku paham, kite mmg nak express feeling tu tp cube jgn buat bende tu mcm satu seksaan buat korang, cube korang appreciate sket simptom2 pregnant tu sbb korang sebenanye sgt untung kerana dpt experience bende tu. sbb bukan nye forever pon.for only 9 months je kot.
tapi kesimpulannya dia tu omputeh..hehe part ni aku bersyukor la aku dilahirkan sbg Islam sbb aku bersyukor sebenarnya, mmg aku sgt nak anak, siape yg taknak? (eh ade tapi susah la nak cari, leh kire dgn jari org yg taknak anak ni. normally org yg taknak anak ni akan regret ade anak lepas die 'beranak'.) Tapi aku syukor atas kenikmatan dunia yg Allah dah bagi, sgt cukop. Kalau ada rezeki dia akan bagi, tunggu saja....
Semalam aku n laki aku lepak kat subang dgn epul+alin..saje jalan2..laki aku terserempak dgn kwn lama dia mase skolah teknik dulu..borak punye borak, member die tu tanya
"ko dah ada anak ke along?"
"belom rezeki lagi la..ko?"
"belom gak...ko dah brape tahon kawin?"
"2 tahon lebeh"
"aku 6 tahon beb...hmm takpe la redho jer"
kewl, 1st time dgr perbualan lelaki yg tanye2 psl ni..slalu pompuan je kene. kwn laki aku tu teros kata "rilek je la weh, nak wat camana dpt lambat..aku lagik lama tunggu...xde gak..takleh wat ape dah lom rezeki"
hm..
July 7, 2011
PCOS Puzzle Solved by Twin Sisters - INTERESTING!
PCOSers, please read.
taken from http://www.ovarian-cysts-pcos.com/news87.html
1) ) Jenn and Her Identical Twin Sister Solve PCOS Puzzle
Have you read Jenn's amazing story?
Jenn had normal cycles starting at age 13 until age 22 when she started birth control pills. When she stopped the birth control pills, her period did not come back.
Her doctor diagnosed her as having PCOS, even though Jenn was thin and didn't have all the symptoms of PCOS.
Jenn ate a healthy, low-glycemic diet. She exercised. She took supplements.
Jenn was doing everything right. Still no ovulation and no baby.
Fortunately, Jenn has an identical twin sister, who also stopped the pill. Like Jenn, her sister also consumed a healthy diet and exercised.
The two women had identical genes and a very similar diet and lifestyle.
The difference was that Jenn's sister had no trouble ovulating after getting off the pill. But Jenn could not ovulate.
The two sisters sat down to analyze their lives in detail to try to find out why identical twins with identical genes and such a similar lifestyle would have ovaries that behave so differently.
Finally, they hit upon something. Jenn's sister was a sun bather but Jenn avoided the sun and had pale skin. Since it was May, Jenn decided to lay out in the sun with her sister.
One month later, she ovulated! Sunlight helps the body to manufacture vitamin D. In addition to the 600 IU of vitamin D she was already taking in the d-pinitol formula, she started taking an additional 2,000 IU of vitamin D. Apparently, vitamin D was the "missing link" to Jenn's ability to ovulate.
Jenn continued with a normal cycle and became pregnant eight months later!
What are the lessons from Jenn's story?
1) Your environment is a determining factor in how successful you are in dealing with polycystic ovary syndrome and infertility. This includes the food you eat, the water you drink, your physical activity, the people you associate with, your physical environment and exposure to pollution, and your general lifestyle.
2) Nutritional supplements play a role in getting the results you want but it's not always clear which supplements would be most effective or which dosage would be most effective. There is some trial and error involved.
3) Never give up! Persist with exploring treatment options beyond pharmaceuticals. In Jenn's case, she did not need more birth control pills or metformin or other drugs. What she needed was more vitamin D.
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Kay, belum try lagi ambik supplement vitamin D/calcium sebab rasa2 mcm takde masalah kekurangan calcium sbb aku suka minum susu. tambah2 lagi Anelene penah dtg sini bagi free check calcium n aku nye calcium tip-top, tapi tattau la vitamin D kan? sunlight mcm mmg slalu kena je sbb malaysia ni mmg panas. hehe tattau la kan sbb vitamin D drp matahari ni slalu yg mase pagi2 tu...aku waktu keje pagi2 belum kene sunlight sgt dah masok ofis sampai tgh hari baru keluar..mgkin ?.so mgkin gak tak kene vit D matahari tu? hehehe
ok. bleh cuba yg ini pulak.
next...............?
taken from http://www.ovarian-cysts-pcos.com/news87.html
1) ) Jenn and Her Identical Twin Sister Solve PCOS Puzzle
Have you read Jenn's amazing story?
Jenn had normal cycles starting at age 13 until age 22 when she started birth control pills. When she stopped the birth control pills, her period did not come back.
Her doctor diagnosed her as having PCOS, even though Jenn was thin and didn't have all the symptoms of PCOS.
Jenn ate a healthy, low-glycemic diet. She exercised. She took supplements.
Jenn was doing everything right. Still no ovulation and no baby.
Fortunately, Jenn has an identical twin sister, who also stopped the pill. Like Jenn, her sister also consumed a healthy diet and exercised.
The two women had identical genes and a very similar diet and lifestyle.
The difference was that Jenn's sister had no trouble ovulating after getting off the pill. But Jenn could not ovulate.
The two sisters sat down to analyze their lives in detail to try to find out why identical twins with identical genes and such a similar lifestyle would have ovaries that behave so differently.
Finally, they hit upon something. Jenn's sister was a sun bather but Jenn avoided the sun and had pale skin. Since it was May, Jenn decided to lay out in the sun with her sister.
One month later, she ovulated! Sunlight helps the body to manufacture vitamin D. In addition to the 600 IU of vitamin D she was already taking in the d-pinitol formula, she started taking an additional 2,000 IU of vitamin D. Apparently, vitamin D was the "missing link" to Jenn's ability to ovulate.
Jenn continued with a normal cycle and became pregnant eight months later!
What are the lessons from Jenn's story?
1) Your environment is a determining factor in how successful you are in dealing with polycystic ovary syndrome and infertility. This includes the food you eat, the water you drink, your physical activity, the people you associate with, your physical environment and exposure to pollution, and your general lifestyle.
2) Nutritional supplements play a role in getting the results you want but it's not always clear which supplements would be most effective or which dosage would be most effective. There is some trial and error involved.
3) Never give up! Persist with exploring treatment options beyond pharmaceuticals. In Jenn's case, she did not need more birth control pills or metformin or other drugs. What she needed was more vitamin D.
---
Kay, belum try lagi ambik supplement vitamin D/calcium sebab rasa2 mcm takde masalah kekurangan calcium sbb aku suka minum susu. tambah2 lagi Anelene penah dtg sini bagi free check calcium n aku nye calcium tip-top, tapi tattau la vitamin D kan? sunlight mcm mmg slalu kena je sbb malaysia ni mmg panas. hehe tattau la kan sbb vitamin D drp matahari ni slalu yg mase pagi2 tu...aku waktu keje pagi2 belum kene sunlight sgt dah masok ofis sampai tgh hari baru keluar..mgkin ?.so mgkin gak tak kene vit D matahari tu? hehehe
ok. bleh cuba yg ini pulak.
next...............?
Fertilaid by Fairhaven
i just purchased this online. (www.hamilshop.com), tgh tunggu dia courier.
Saja try.
apa yg ada boleh try.
try.
tak try tak tau.
before ni pernah beli Fertilitea by Fairhaven beli online from website tu. mmg cervical mucus mcm byk :D and terase mcm die cuci usus gak sbb asik nak buang air jek. tapi baru try 1 paket..sedap teh tu and herba2 dlm tu semua elok...but like i said, herbs doesnt work for everyone but it doesnt mean that it doesnot work at all. dia mgkin membantu slowly..kalau tak mengandung atleast it improves the quality of cervical mucus for sperms to swim.
ape2 pon period still sama gak. xdtg2, makan ubat force period baru period la.
Fertilaid ni works the same tapi dia ade vitamin2 skali. aku dah penat nak makan byk benda. so dlm ni ada semua bende dlm 1. kalau xpregnant pon, die improve health..so takkesah la try je dulu. rezeki kita mmg kita tattau...
Saja try.
apa yg ada boleh try.
try.
tak try tak tau.
before ni pernah beli Fertilitea by Fairhaven beli online from website tu. mmg cervical mucus mcm byk :D and terase mcm die cuci usus gak sbb asik nak buang air jek. tapi baru try 1 paket..sedap teh tu and herba2 dlm tu semua elok...but like i said, herbs doesnt work for everyone but it doesnt mean that it doesnot work at all. dia mgkin membantu slowly..kalau tak mengandung atleast it improves the quality of cervical mucus for sperms to swim.
ape2 pon period still sama gak. xdtg2, makan ubat force period baru period la.
Fertilaid ni works the same tapi dia ade vitamin2 skali. aku dah penat nak makan byk benda. so dlm ni ada semua bende dlm 1. kalau xpregnant pon, die improve health..so takkesah la try je dulu. rezeki kita mmg kita tattau...
July 6, 2011
Rahim.
Heh lame tak update nih.
Mule2 nak tunjuk chart aku last june. A Failed Letrozole cycle. and typical PCOS chart.
i decided to wait until 43 days, no sign of period, and no sign of pregnancy (obviously) sebab chart aku mcm tu je, kalau tak period tapi temp aku naik mendadak and maintain, so ade harapan sket.
ini die mcm tuu je, mmg sah2 tak pregnant n takkan period. so hari ke 43 tu, aku makan norethisterone yg doc bagi extra last cycle. aku makan 5 hari, ha tgk, temp aku naik kan? so it means aku mmg obvious gila, lack of progesterone.
pastuh dah 5 hari lepas last tablet, aku period. so temp drop balik. mmg tak normal chart mcm tuh, kalau org yg cycle dia normal, 14-16 hari temp die low, lepastu die drop sikit, 1 hari, esoknya naik mendadak, sampai 14hari. kalau org yg temp die naik takat 5 6 hari taksampai 10 hari, itu penyaket Luteal phase defect, dan lack of progesterone. and the main cause is, PCOS.
i honestly dont know what to do next. skg ni bdn dah rase xsedap sgt, so x ambik metformin sgt tapi ambik biodex balik. aku ambik 1 jenis je yg d-toxy tu sbb nak detox. sbb buang air tak lawas dah 2 3 bulan ni. bdn rase lemau, rase sgt gemok ! hahaha
skang ada product baru, namanya Permata Hati pulak. maybe kejenye lebeh kurang mcm biodex, ada herba2 dan sbgnya.
kdg2 aku dah malas nak caya. maybe benda2 tu mmg leh membantu tapi its just that it doesnt SOLVE PCOS.
skang ni mcm mana nak SOLVE PCOS je. takat herba2 or mende2 ni dok kata Untuk Kuatkan Rahim, sila lah anda semua buat research dulu.
Rahim sebenarnya tidak bersalah.
Jgn salahkan rahim. Kalau gugor, atau susah lekat, biasa kite dgr "oo rahim tak kuat la tu"
BUKAN BUKAN BUKAN! kesian rahim kene tudoh.
Lepas tu biasanye org akan suggest "pergilah berurut utk kuatkan rahim." or utk betulkan rahim"
urut la ko sampai bengkak pon kalo ko PCOS, sampai ke sudah makcik urut tu takboleh keluarkan or hasilkan telor yg sihat utk ko senyawakan.
aku penah tanye makcik urut, "makcik, kalau lepas urut pon tak mengandung jugak mcm mana?"
"oh maksudnya suami awak la masalah"
hehe, takpe la makcik urut cume belajar urut, bukan gynecology. makcik tu mmg penah urut satu org ni 10thn xde anak, lepas urut die dpt 7 anak berderet. asik branak je lepas urut.
mgkin kerana betol rahim dia yg kedudukannya tak boleh bagi benih dia lekat. lepas urut kedudukan dia teros strategik, dan memudahkan benih dia utk lekat. mgkin jugak org tu period dia terator and for 10years, dia period normal tapi taklekat. then YES urut MAY BE the option.
tapi masalah org mcm aku?
Hormon yang salah. hormon utk menguatkan rahim itu yg kurang atau absent. Progesterone laa. Ovary yg kena kuarkan hormon2 tu semua. so bila takde, rahim kite tak tebal. bile tak tebal sbb tu jatuh or tak lekat or gugur watsoeva. it means ur ovary doesnt do her work. or u have a lazy ovary. or ur brain doesnt send signals.
mana ade treatment fertility utk menguatkan rahim? ada? ada duphaston, doc pon guna bahase pasar, "ini utk kuatkan rahim" when i googled, duphaston tu progesterone pills, without estrogen. so mmg la keje dia utk menebalkan rahim.
kenapa treatment fertility semua ubat2 utk boost ovulation, untuk bagi telor subur, kene dtg hari ke 12 utk monitor telor besar ke tak..kenape takyah monitor rahim?
ade tak treatment yg specifically utk kuatkan rahim? takde kan?
sebab mmg rahim itu takde kena mengena.
its just a home for ur baby, but to make that home strong enough, u need the hormones. ur ovaries yang buat hormon itu.
rahim is just otot. dia flexible, boleh tebal, boleh nipis, boleh berubah2 kedudukan. tapi utk menebalkan dia semua tu hormon. bile hormon yg kurang, takyah gigih gi makan herba utk kuatkan rahim, sbb dia cume mengecutkan dan menyihatkan rahim agar tak dijangkiti bakteria dgn mudah, and utk mengetatkan, YES betol. tapi untuk menyuburkan, itu bukan keje rahim. sebab kalau betol herba tu btol2 boleh menguATkan rahim, period kita mesti teratur balik. tapi kalau period still takbetol gak, then the herb doesnt work utk what they called "menguatkan rahim"
aku penah tanye doc "doc, rahim saya tak kuat ke?"
"takde kena mengena lansung dgn rahim. u r POLYCYSTIC, thats the reason.rahim doesnt have to do anything with ur fertility. u tak keluarkan benih, mcm mana nak mengandung? rahim takde kene mengena"
kalau org ada ketumbuhan or blood clots dkt rahim, yes then maybe buleh ambik herbs utk rahim tu. tapi saya tak, saya PCOS. kenapa takde supplement utk PCOS!!!
ada, tapi doesnt work. dont know what works anymore.
heh alamak bunyi mcm putus asa je?
bukan la..tapi mcm tattau nak fikir mcm mana. rasanya bende2 gini dah kene include spiritual skali, dah kena main psychology, kdg2 ada org suka salahkan hormon dia takbetul, rahim tak kuat, period tunggang langgang, tapi benda2 yg tersirat tu taknak plak fikir..
skang aku jenuh cari benda tersirat..sbb tu payah nak fikir.
skg tattau ape lagi nak makan.
aku tgh cube nak praktik kan pcos diet. tapi sudahnye mgkin perot aku takreti apebenda yg aku makan ni, so die jadi susah nak buang air. makan mase gak, dah sebulan lebeh, buang air mcm takbrape lawas.
camne eh. camne nak solve pcos.
soalan aku bkan camne eh nak pregnant?
soalan aku camne nak solve pcos.
kalau pcos aku dah solved, aku redha kalau Allah mmg tak bagi aku ada anak atas sebab2 yang Dia je tau, walaupon kita nak sgt, tak semua benda kita nak tu bagus utk kita.
ape2 pon Allah suka kalau kita terus berusaha.
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