Blood group can affect fertility, study reveals.

Something u might want to know, sbb aku suddenly terfikir, what if my blood type and husband's blood type mmg tak ngam? Not sure kalau ia berkaitan dgn kesukaran nak mengandung. then aku saje google, lain yg aku jumpe, which, will be an answer why is it so difficult for me to get pregnant. Sila baca, mane tau anda pon sama.

ape2 pon, semua ini adalah Kuasa Allah swt.

taken from http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2010/oct/25/pregnancy-fertility-problems-blood-group

A woman's blood type could affect her fertility and influence her chances of getting pregnant, scientists have found.

• Press Association


• The Guardian, Monday 25 October 2010

A woman's blood group could influence her chances of getting pregnant, scientists have found.

Those with blood type O may struggle to conceive due to a lower egg count and poorer egg quality, while those with blood group A seem to be more fertile.

More than 560 women with an average age of 35 undergoing fertility treatment took part in the research, led by experts from Albert Einstein College of Medicine in New York and Yale University.

Blood samples were taken to measure levels of follicle stimulating hormone (FSH), a known marker of fertility.

FSH levels greater than 10 suggest a woman will have more difficulty conceiving than those whose levels are under 10.

A high FSH level indicates a diminished ovarian reserve, which refers to both egg quality and the number of eggs left available for fertilisation.

Ovarian reserve tends to decline significantly as a woman reaches her middle and late 30s and faster in the early 40s.

The study found that women who were blood type O were twice as likely to have an FSH level greater than 10 as those in any other blood group. The findings held true even when a woman's age was taken into account and the fact the women came from two different clinics.

Meanwhile, those with blood group A were "significantly less likely" to have an FSH level greater than 10 than those who were blood group O.

Some 44% of the UK population are blood group O and 42% are type A.

People with blood group A carry the A antigen, which is a protein on the surface of the cell, but this is absent in people with O type.

Dr Edward Nejat, from the department of obstetrics and gynaecology at Albert Einstein College, is presenting his findings at the American Society for Reproductive Medicine (ASRM) conference in Denver.

He said: "In both groups of women that were seeking fertility treatment, those with blood type O were twice as likely to have an FSH level over 10 than those with blood types other than O.

"We found that women with A and AB – women with the A blood group gene – were protected from this effect of diminished ovarian reserve.

"From the population we studied, and the fact it was two different centres and there was a good mix of patients ethnically and racially, we can say that blood type O was associated with an FSH level greater than 10 in women seeking infertility evaluation and/or treatment.

"Patients with blood type O seeking infertility evaluation at these centres have a higher likelihood to be diagnosed with elevated FSH and hence manifest diminished ovarian reserve."

Nejat said FSH levels were just one marker of fertility and more studies were needed."A woman's age remains the most important factor in determining her success of conceiving.

"The baseline FSH gives us an idea of the quality and quantity of a woman's eggs."

Tony Rutherford, chair of the British Fertility Society, said: "This is the first time that I'm aware of that researchers have shown a link between blood group and potential for fertility."

However, he said there were other hormones that predicted diminished ovarian reserve which were also important to assess.

"This is interesting and it shows a potential link but we really need to look at it with these other, more up to date tests of ovarian reserve."

Rutherford said a bigger study would need to be carried out in the general population to see if blood group caused potential problems for all women trying to conceive.

"We need to look at a prospective group of women to see if blood group affects your chance of getting pregnant," he said. "This needs further exploration."

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MY BLOOD TYPE: O
husband's: AB

The Long Story

aku curik masa sket utk citer ape sudah jadi lepas pegi klinik aritu and kenape aku dah palang klinik umra itu.

aku cite dgn cpt je la eh. sbb aku byk keje dan aku sempat curik mase skejap je nih.

lepas aku dpt injection on 25th nov tu, esoknye aku kene gi cameron.kan.balik drp cameron tu spt biase la aku dpt rase cramps n such kat abdomen aku. which aku hope is a good thing. 2 DEC kene dtg klinik blk. aku mase tu doa2 la biar doc lain yg attend aku tetapi mengape mesti dr ummul gak yg ada mase tuh!

aku masok2 tu die tanye

doc: puan ade buat pregnancy test sendiri tak lepas lastweek tu?
aku: takde.
doc: ok mcm tu u baring dulu. (aik? ingatkan nak teros suroh urine)

ok fine aku baring. die pon scan2

doc: ok rahim u nampak mcm mengandung. tapi takde sarung lagi sbb baru awal2 kan. ok takpe kite inject lagi skali.
aku: inject ape doc?
doc: inject proluton, utk kuatkan lagi rahim u.
aku: mcm mana doc tau rahim saya mcm mengandung?
doc: ok mcm mana i tau, kite tgk sini (then die circle kat screen tu, kat mana rahim aku dok)
doc: nampak tak? takde blood clots or air or watever kat luar n dalam which is good. ok i inject dulu ya.

die pon inject aku kat bontot. lepastu die ckp

doc: memandangkan u takbuat pregnancy test sendri, utk puaskan hati i kite buat kat sini ya utk double confirm.

hati aku dah taksedap. sbb aku tau mesti negatif. so die soh aku keluar n gi kencing.

lepas aku bg urine sample aku aku tunggu jap, then taklama tu die panggil. hati aku dah mmg sgt taksedap n aku gitau diri aku sendri, IT WILL BE NEGATIVE. IM NOT PREGNANT.

aku masok2 je tgk muke dr ummul dah lain. then die ckp

doc: Puan........haritu saya check ur hpt tu mmg positive. ia samar sbb u baru je miss period 1 2 hari..tapi skarang dkt i punye pregnancy test ni negative la puan. samar pon takde. *(dan die tunjok aku pregnancy test yg gune kertas litmus kecik tu negatif)

aku leh terima. tapi die teros ckp

doc: jadi disebabkan ini i rasa puan keguguran lagi. u tak bleeding sbb i dah inject u dgn bg ubat duphaston utk tahan darah. thats why u tak bleeding. tapi dont worry, lagi 2 minggu u akan period. im so sorry puan.

OH begitu.

aku takkesah aku takkesah sgt aku tak pregnant. aku takpakse pon doc kate aku pregnant.

tapi korang nampak tak CARA DIA TU?

so yg ko dah inject aku mase belom kompem tu kenape?????? lepas tu aku kene bayar! 100++ utk injection yg FOR NOTHING? last 25th nov pon dlm 168 kena.

bayangkan, bdn aku tidak mengandung. tapi die bg ubat utk protect pregnancy whereas im not pregnant. jadi body system aku tentu lah kelamkabot kan?

aku keluar drp klinik tu dgn panas ati/laki aku tanye kenape aku taknak ckp ape2. tapi die dah tau bukan good news so dia diam je. sbenanye, kalau aku tak pregnant pon die should buat sono (scan drp bwh) utk scan tgk betol ke takde ape2 OR buat blood test utk double kompem betol2. SBB APA? sbb blood test murah je 40engget. baik die caj aku utk injection tu kan!?

never go to that doc again whoever she is. dia adalah sgt tak jujor. kalau ye pon die dah salah, die patotnye apologize for giving me the injection n should NOT CHARGE me. tapi aku dah blk umah baru aku terpikir mcm tu. sbb aku tersentak dgn ayat "puan keguguran lagi" tu.

aku tau doc tu takde anak lagi. so die maybe malas nak layan org yg mcm aku. yg prob same mcm dia. dia gynae pon die sendri takleh solve problem dia. apetah lagi nak solve prob org. so better buat duit KAN!

marah weh.

aku spend 2 weeks of miserableness menunggu period n sambil tu buat gak hpt sendri utk kompem. yg heran nye guardian nye pregnancy test mesti bagi aku faint positive. watson pon bg faint positive. so aku pikir OH maybe bende ni dah mati n die still there so there maybe still some little hcg amount left.

BBT aku maintain tinggi. tapi aku pikir, oh its because of the injection kot. sbb die inject progesterone kat aku. progesterone mmg makes our body temps rise. so lagi skali, aku panas dgn doc tu.

bile dah nak dekat 2weeks after last injection, BBT aku masih tinggi.

15 dec - betol2 2weeks after last injection. BBT still tinggi n no period.

16 Dec - tgk seluar mcm ade spotting sket2. 3 4 dots

17 dec - patot blk tangkak ptg tu. pagi tu perot saket. sgt. senggugot. check kat toilet dah bleeding. OK so this is the period. tapi teringat kisah kakak ofis aku ni, die ingat die period rupenye die pregnant. aku decide utk gi klinik lain ptg tu before blk kampong. aku gi klinik mediviron, panel sirim kat giant putra heights.

aku jumpe doc ni yg sgt bagos, dr fouziah. dia doc biase je. aku cume nak gi kompem aku pregnant ke tak. aku cite kat dia A-Z. she seems to be like a good listener. aku tunjok BBT chart aku kat dia. aku gitau dr ummul inject aku walhal die tak kompem aku pregnant.

Dr fouziah: I am very disappointed la with this doctor. how come die boleh inject u bile die tattau u betol2 pregnant atau tak? dia buat blood test tak kat u?
aku: tak. die u/s je
Dr fouziah: i dont know la tapi sepatutnye a doctor cannot confirm on YOUR pregnancy test. when u came to that doc n show YOUR pregnancy test, its not a valid confirmation. dia patot suroh u urine skali lagi utk komfem. kalau positive BARU die boleh bagi injection. dah la 2 kali pulak tu...so dishonest.

TGKKKKKKKKKKK

semue org mmg akan marahhhhh kalau aku cite ni! dr fouziah suggest aku gi kat kawan dia Dr Fatima Najla. Kelana Jaya Medical Centre. die ckp consultation xmahal. n die sgt bagos. die ckp kalau xcaya leh google n baca forum2 feedback psl dia.

aku blk kampong aritu dgn senggugot yg terok amat, kena ambik gambar, dan disusuli dgn soalan2 yg aku plg benci drp saudara mara aku. kenduri kazen aku besar-besaran buat sampai 3-4ribu jemputan dtg. bayangkan berapa ramai sedara mara aku jumpe dan brape kali aku kene hadapi soalan BILA NAK ADA ANAK or DAH ADA KE BELOM dlm masa setiap 10-30minit dlm satu hari. bertubi2 org tanya aku. aku rase mcm nak mati sgt mase tu. jiwe rage aku mcm hilang teros.

tapi nak buat camna. org mmg semue nak tau dah ada ke belom. effect nye kat aku lah, tekanan.

hari ini hari ke 6 aku period. masa kat kampong aritu aku sembang dgn kakak2 sdare aku dan auntie2 aku yg penah gone through bende ni. masing2 pon 2 3 thn baru dpt anak ade yg 5thn..so aku ini mmg keturunan dpt anak lambat sbenanye. sket sbanyak sembang dgn diorg bole lega kan stress aku.

drfouziah bagi aku 2 choice aritu. aku nak ultrasound ke atau aku nak urine. sbb kalau pon aku pregnant, scan mmg takkan nampak ape2 die kate. so baik urine. takyah die caj for dua2.

ha bagos kalau honest mcm tu. then aku gi urine. lepas bagi sample die titik urine aku dpn mate aku dkt pregnancy test yg mcm cassete tu. dpn mata aku die suroh tgk bende tu berjalan.

n negative. so die ckp "see, its clearly negative n ur not pregnant n bukan gugor. i think u just having a normal menses. tapi maybe la mule2 tu dah jadi then die doesnt meant to be. so takpe, DONT burden urself, let the period be. lepasni try again n pegi jumpe dr fatima najla, she'll tell u what to do"

aku google isnin aritu. mmg betol ramai org bagi good feedback about her. die slalu encourage semue org utk branak normal drp c-sect. unless betol2 emergency. maksudnye, die bukan semata nak duit sahaja. ok jadi aku nak try doc ni. aku dah call assistant dia, minggu ni dia cuti lak. next week baru leh apoinment. wish me luck :)

BBT aku harini turun sket.



aku nak try benda baru lak pasni. nnt aku cite.

What's Next?

mesti nak tau ape jadi kan.
sebenarnye masih belom kompem.
dan aku dah palang klinik umra.
sekian time kasih.
ps: untuk anda2 yg ada rare case mcm aku ni, sile lah spend duit lebih sket utk doktor yg lebih pakar dan lebih byk experience.
nnt aku cite. byk PLAK LA KAN KEJE AKU SEJAK 2 3 MENJAK NIH! adoiii

tidakkk

aku takot la nak pi checkup ptg niiii
leh tak kalau aku taknak gi?
aku nak gi nak dgr good news je. leh tak aku taknak dgr kalau doc ckp "puan tidak mengandung"
leh tak kalau check urine kat klinik japgi kalau negative aku nak suroh doc tu lukis je satu lagi line merah n konon benda tu positif? =)) hahahaha

huwaaaaaaaaaaaa

benci betol la perasaan mcm nih!  harini aku lansong x rase ape2. lagi la membuatkan aku tak konpiden lansong dah nih. aritu ade la gak denyut2..smlm pon ada..2 3 mlm lepas berturut2 aku mcm loya time nak tido n ulang alik gi toilet tapi nak muntah xjadi. pegi keje mcm malas. duduk penat bangon penat jalan penat semua penat. tapi semua ni takleh dikire lansong as sign of aku mengandung. sbb aku mmg sentiasa pemalas =)) hahahahah and kalau makan ubat2 aku sentiase rase nak termuntah dan loya. so aku xleh nak amek kire semua tu. pening kepale lak mmg hari2, kalau takdpt neskepe otomatik aku pening. skang ni aku dah stop semua tu lagi la hari2 pening. so xleh kire gak as sign of mengandung.

the only sign yg aku leh amek kire ialah faint positive last kamis je. yg clear. yg semua org leh nampak. aku bwk laa gi opis benda tu tunjok akak2 yg penah mengandung ni, semua kate ye positive, plg memberi secebis harapan, doc ckp congratulations.

kalau negative jakgi, siapla doc tu pandai2 ckp congratulations awal2 kat aku. kalau positive, alhamdulillah sgt2..tapi masih takleh konpiden selagi aku tak mendengar sendiri heartbeat baby yg ada dlm rahim aku. (kalau ada) selagi aku belom 10weeks, selagi taknampak ade dot kecik kat ultrasound, aku tidak percaya dan bersedia utk kecewa walaupon aku takmo handle kecewa lagi.

semua ni kuasa Allah.

Proluton & Duphaston

ini definition injection & ubat yg doc bagi arituh:

Proluton

proluton is a hydroxy progesterone hormone which is usually secreted by placenta continuously throughout the duration of pregnancy and needs for maintainance of pregnancy for the following reasons:

• Makes the endometrium develop and secrete fluids after being primed by estrogen


• Maintains the functions of the placenta and fights off unwanted cells near the womb that could cause damage to the placenta or foetus.


• Keeps the endometrium in a thickened condition


• Stops the uterus making spontaneous movements


• Stimulates the growth of breast tissue


• Prevents lactation until after the birth (with estrogen)


• Strengthens the mucus plug covering the cervix to prevent infection.


• Strengthens the pelvic walls in preparation for labour.


• Stops the uterus from contracting (thus keeping the baby where it is)

Duphaston

How does it work?
Dydrogesterone is a synthetic hormone similar to the naturallyoccurring sex hormone, progesterone. It is used in a wide range ofmenstrual disorders that are thought to result from a lack ofprogesterone in the body.
In women, progesterone is responsible for the development of ahealthy womb lining (endometrium) that is necessary for pregnancy.The body produces progesterone at certain times of the menstrualcycle, causing the womb lining to flourish. If a fertilized egg doesnot attach to the womb lining by the end of the monthly menstrualcycle, the levels of progesterone in the body decrease. This causesthe body to shed the womb lining (a menstrual `period'). If afertilized egg successfully attaches to the womb lining by the endof the monthly cycle, progesterone levels in the body remain high.This helps maintain a healthy womb lining for the ongoing pregnancy.
As dydrogesterone helps regulate the healthy growth and normalshedding of the womb lining, it may be used in the treatment ofmenstrual disorders such as absent, irregular or painful menstrualperiods, infertility, premenstrual syndrome and endometriosis. Itmay also be used to minimise the overgrowth of the womb lining dueto oestrogen (the main female sex hormone) in hormone replacementtherapy (HRT) following menopause. By maintaining the womb lining,dydrogesterone is also useful in helping prevent miscarriage(spontaneous abortion) in women who have suffered repeatedmiscarriages or who may miscarry.
Dydrogesterone is usually taken on selected days during themenstrual cycle, depending upon the disorder that is being treated.

What is it used for?

• Abdominal pain and bleeding during preganancy (threatenedmiscarriage) or history of miscarriages (habitual abortion)


• Abdominal pain associated with menstrual periods (dysmenorrhoea)


• Absence of menstrual periods when taking oestrogens


• Endometriosis


• Female infertility


• Irregular menstrual bleeding when taking oestrogens


• Irregular menstrual cycles


• Premenstrual syndrome


• Preventing overgrowth of the womb lining due to oestrogen in hormonereplacement therapy (HRT)

PENAT

baru balik drp cameron highlands ni, cuti2 malaysia bersama rakan2 11 org. balik2 opis teros keje bertimbun2 atas meja. so aku tensen dan tak byk mase sgt nak updet.

nak updet satu je: alhamdulillah, on 24th Nov aritu aku dpt faint positive. last period aku 25th Oct, suppose minggu ni period la. tapi sebab tak dtg, aku yg sgt gatal every month mesti nak check hpt, check jugak mlm 24th tu. pikir 18kali nak gi kompem dgn doc ke tak tapi sebab dr karamjeet kate mesti dtg lepas dpt positive, takkesah la samar ke tak.

dr ummul: hi puann, nak komfem ye?

aku: bukan nak kompem, nak tanye ini ade line ke takde line. takot mate i kero.

dr ummul: EH samar! yes its positive! cepat2 baring!

aku gitau dia last period 25th oct, so die ckp masih baru sgt psl tu aa samar. OK aku masih dlm keadaan tak pecaye pon sbenanye. aku biar je die scan. mmg la xnampak kalau baru kan. astu die kate "u aritu pon mcm ni kan??"

"ye la dr karamjeet kata lepasni kalau samar lagi teros dtg ambik injection"

"ak ah mmg i nak inject u pon nnt i bagi duphaston, ubat utk makan setiap ari, sehari 3 bijik utk kuatkan kandungan u k"

Ok. ape2 je la doc.

die inject kat bontot lagi. aku tanye ni ape dia namenye?

" Ooo ini Proluton"

kalau ade pro pro depan tu aku agak mesti ade progesterone lah tu. utk bagi sustain.

laki aku tak ikot masok jumpe doc. die tunggu luar.

aku keluar je die tanye "camne?"

aku senyum and ckp "doc kate positive. :) dah inject kasi kuatkan rahim"

"camne doc tau positive?"

"doc tgk testkit yg org tunjok tu laa"

"oo.yeke"

kering jek muke die. nak buat stret face lak kat aku =)) aku rase die pon taknak konpiden sgt. aku sendri pon cam takbrape nak konpiden selagi belom ada heart beat.

ape yg buat aku agak pecaye sket, aku nye BBT temperature maintain high. tapi kdg2 mcm terpikir lak, die naik tinggi sebab aku pregnant ke atau sbb aku baru kene inject..isk fobia weh aku..aku skang berserah jek..kalau ada alhamdulillah. kalau takde, kene la cuba lagi.

dr ummul mintak dtg balik kamis ni utk double kompem. aku bersedia drp skang utk kecewa dulu. taknak over excited ke apa.

Was it B12?

Kalau google B12 and fertility, or B12 for women.byk gile sumber article yg kuar. bacelahh. aritu aku dok wat kajian sendiri, ape yg ada kat biodex sampai org yg penah wat IUI berkali2 and IVF and bertahon2 tak conceive tibe2 ambik biodex dia conceive.

mcm kate satu akak ni yg dah 15tahon xpenah pregnant, die dijempot bagi testimonial live dpn2 kitorg mase aku gi seminar aritu. akak tu kate

"saye ni dah buat IUI 4 kali, IVF 2 kali, duit dah byk ribu habis. nak kate saye ni kaye tu tidak ler, tapi ade la duit, heheh" sambil buat lawak la.

astu die kate lagi "sampai la ade satu kawan ni introduce kat saye biodex ni, mmg saye takpecaye lansong! saye dah lalui mcm2 treatment yg mencecah puloh ribu, takkan produk yg semurah ni boleh buat saya pregnant, ahh, takcaye ah"

tapi die ckp sambil2 die tu try jugak la. suami die pon try.

then bile die tak period, die wat tattau jek. bile dah lame xperiod die mule pelik n gi check kat doctor. bile test tgk positive! tp die leh kate "gile ke doctor ni? aku dah 15tahon tak mengandung, tibe2 ckp mengandung. penipu tol"

semua org gelak mase die citer tu. astu die gitau laki die, laki dia pon takcaya n ckp bende yg same. (camtu skali kan bile dah lame sgt, sampai dah tawar ati nak taroh harapan)

jakgi die pegi scan, mmg ade janin! teros akak tu diam n jerit2 la kat dpn doctor tu. tapi masih laki die takcaya sampai la bile akak tu ulang2 gi checkup kat spital sambil bwk buku merah eh yg kene bwk mase gi gomen spital tu? mase tu teros laki die caya. nak dijadikan rezeki ek kate org.

so bile aku dok research psl kandungan biodex ni, one of the most important product dlm tu yg dr siti murni tu soh ambik n jgn tinggalkan is 'supreme diet'. aku pon suke minum mende tu, sedap. astu mmg kandungan dlm dia ada acid folic la B vitamins semua. aku terlepas pandang brape 'jumlah' kandungan each of nutrition tu. die asik la ckp jgn stop minum. dah pregnant pon minummm je.

aku rasa sbb B vitamins yg die letak dlm tu. semue B vitamins yg diperlukan utk TTC ada dlm tu. kenape die soh jgn stop? sbb die letak SIKIT SGT. semua zero point something2 je of mcg. walhal yg diperlukan each of B vitamins tu according to yg aku bace, semua mesti lebeh drp 10 mg (10 mg = 10,000mcg). dlm tu die leh 0.55mcg, 0.83mcg..giLE SIKIT WEH. padan aa kene beliiiii je. biase la org jual product. im not saying yg product tu salah or tipu, die mmg leh buat org berjaya,.tapi maybe tu die nye strategi aa to make people keep on buying product dia. like folic acid tu, minimum amount yg diperlukan utk org2 yg nak pregnant is 400mcg. sedangkan gynae aku sendri prescribe aku dgn 4-5mg of folic acid mase treatment aritu. (4000-5000mcg)

dlm supreme diet tu ada 1.67mcg jek weh. maknenye 0.00167mg. sedih aku. yg aku marahnye sbb bende tu mahal. RM90+ walhal kat guardian ke watson ke ko leh cari B COMPLEX or EXECUTIVE B yg hargenye taksampai 40 engget pon satu botol yg ada 30tablet. sama gak supreme diet tu ada 20 sachet je.

ok fine. so aku telah membuat keputusan utk tak beli supreme diet tu. aku cume beli NoniChewable Table je. aku makan bende tu aa aritu aku period sendri. die ade mengkudu/buah noni nye ekstrak+anggur. tu je. takde campuran lain. kan buahnoni tu byk khasiat gak kan. astu aku tambah susu kambing biodex tu. utk hormones, aku beli DCL bidadari tu balik utk kekuatan rahim.

aku bace lagi psl B12 info. ade org yg gagal IVF berkali2 dan tattau apa sebabnye. bile bagi B12 shots, teros pregnant dgn sendiri. ade article lak yg kate kdg2 infertility specialist pon penah terMISS benda ni.

yela sbb B12 je kan murah je leh beli sendri. drugs2 tu lagi mahal. so mane yg lebih buat duit?

kdg2 aku wonder mcm tu gak. sbenanye doctor2 die tau ape yg leh solve prob kite tapi die more concentrate on medication/treatment yg lagi mahal (dan tak necessary pon kdg2)

kan? penah ke terpikir mcm tu? mcm klinik umra yg aku gi tu, teros2 nak suggest aku wat IUI. gaye mcm dah takde harapan utk get pregnant naturally dgn supplement/medications lagi. mcm drugs tu aku tau la kenape die tak suggest dah sbb takot effect lain. padahal kalau proceed to IUI pon, still gak kene ambik femara n hcg trigger tu, same je?

bile aku satu hari ni dok baca psl b12 (bos aku cuti so aku takde keje :P) B12 tu penting gila kot. B12 yg leh bantu regulate hormon, yg leh bantu ovulation works properly, yg balance menstruation semua tu. yg bantu embryo lekat dgn betol, bantu peredaran darah ke janin berjalan lancar,semue2lah! utk laki lak die bagi increase sperm motility semua.

aku pon tattau adekah aku lack of B12 ke tak. sumber2 b12 ni byk kat ikan, daging n dairy product. semua ni aku mkn jek. tapi tattau la cukup ke tak or adekah usus aku absorb b12 dgn sempurna? aku ada bace lagi, usus kite memerlukan protein dan acid yg cukop utk release & absorb B12. kalau usus kite kurang acid yg diperlukan, B12 takleh absorb. acid ape aku tattau la. tah camtu laa yg aku paham!

How Vitamin B12 Affects Fertility Rates

“Doctors have reported successful pregnancies in once-infertile women following therapy for B12 deficiency,” write Pacholok and Stuart in Could it be B12? “Yet often, sadly, this deficiency is overlooked even by infertility specialists until women have undergone months or even years of unsuccessful treatment. As a result, many couples spend thousands of dollars and suffer disappointment after disappointment, when treatment with B1 injections might have solved their problem.”

These authors say researchers don’t know exactly why a vitamin B12 deficiency makes it difficult to get pregnant and carry the baby to term. The deficiency could interfere with ovulation or normal cell division – and even affect how the fertilized ovum is implanted in the uterine lining.

Whatever the exact link is between vitamin B12 deficiency and female or male infertility, these authors say that a B12 test may improve the chances of getting pregnant naturally.

taken from http://theadventurouswriter.com/blogbaby/how-vitamin-b12-affects-fertility-rates-getting-pregnant-naturally/

New Bestfriend(lagi): BBT

Aku salah gambar la bawah ni. aku rase bawah ni thermometer biase jek sbb die ade 1 titik perpuluhan je. kalau BBT die ade 2 titik perpuluhan. ni gamba betol:



aku dah beli BBT! brand Omron. brand tu je yg ade pon. exactly same dgn sbelah ni. aku dpt cari kat guardian mase lepak dgn kawan2 kat taipan ahad arituh. 57 engget jek takde la mahal. leh guna sampai bile2. takyah susah2 beli Ovulation predictor kit bebagai or guna babymed utk monitor fertility sedangkan cycle aku tak betol. so paling tepat ialah charting guna bbt. aku dah start charting 1 nov aritu and dah updet semua kat fertilityfriends.com. nnt kalau dah complete aku paste chart aku kat sini. syok dohhhhh buat menda ni!

pagi2 celik mata, teros kene ambik temp. 1nov aritu aku dah abis period. so temp tgh turun naik je la sket2, aku nak tgk hari ke 12-15 temp aku naik tak. kalau naik mendadak tu tandenye aku ovulate. kalau tak, maksodnye aku tak ovulate.

simple. takyah dok wonder n stress kan diri "eh aku ovulate ke tak eh?" ade telor ke tak eh?" tension doh camtu. astu bazir duit beli pregnancy test byk2.

kalau ada BBT, takyah guna hpt dah leh tau mmg pregnant. kalau suhu 'basal' naikkkk je lepas ovulation tu n tak turun2, mmg kemungkinan besar pregnant pon. bodo aku tattau yg mende ni leh dpt kat farmasi. ala lagipon aku baru rasa aku dah patot charting. tu cara last aku utk monitor. kalau cycle tu normal takpe weh...ala org yg cycle normal pon charting jugak. ni semua salah satu usaha.

aku dah try guna ovulation calendar, tapi tak reliable sbb cycle aku bengong.

aku dah try guna ovulation predictor kit (yg mahal tu) pon tak relevant gak sbb aku takpenah dpt positive LH surge.

aku dah try observe cervical mucous aku which sign of high fertile period is when the mucous is Egg White. stretchy dan sbgnya. siap ada ajar camne nak korek utk ambik mucuos tu. jenoh korek. tapi yg bodo nye aku takreti nak bezakan mucous tu. yg aku tau sama ade kering atau basah je.

aku dah try observe setiap perubahan kat badan aku. yg aku tau, aku makin gemok. tu je. hahaha

aku dah try guna hCG trigger, mmg boleh terasa ovulation berlaku! tapi takkan dok asik nak ambik injection je? bukannye confirm lekat pon. lagipon trigger tu PAKSA ovulation. patot la sakit.

jadi aku try beli Body Basal Thermometer ni. atleast aku leh join sama dgn org2 lain yg TTC. diorg ni semua aktif charting n compare each other's chart. so mmg leh tau kite ovulate ke tak dgn charting ni. kalau tak lekat, temperature drop. so mase tu kite dah tau bende tu takjadi. so takyah risau, anxious dan sedih n we can try again next cycle! most importantly, takyah beli pregnancy test lagiiii! penat ok.

tapi kalau charting ini tidak berjaya jugak...takpe nanti baru pikir. belom try belom tau.

anyway last sunday 2pm-6pm aku pegi seminar Biodex. Program Kehamilan dan Kesuburan. Dr Siti Murni tu sendiri yg bagi ceramah. dah lame bpk mertua aku dan bapak aku suroh pegi seminar tu. padahal drp dulu lagi aku cari seminar tu mmg takde. tibe2 aku terbace majalah Wanita kat umah mak mertua aku, mcm biase aku suke bace testimonial biodex, jakgi bwh tu ade iklan seminar tu. 30 n 31 oct ada seminar. 31oct tu kat alam sentral. cargas aku call no yg ade kat situ.

tiket rm25 je and seminar tu kat De Palma. tiket je kene beli kat alam sentral kan kedai Nora Beauty. aku tattau dia agent bertauliah. aku kan beli biodex kat alam sentral gak kat tingkat bwh skali tapi itu agent yg tak bertauliah sbb diorg tak consult pon. main beli camtu je aa. so mungkin aku patot pegi la seminar ni. sbb tattau mane la tau aku salah ke ambik benda ni kan.

so aku n laki aku pon pegi la kat de palma. ramai weh! pack gile dewan tu. bile aku tgk semua org, terus aku lega. hmm ramai lagi yg takde anak. ramai yg cam dah berumor dah pon. aku lak rase mcm malu sket dok sebok nak pegi. :P org2 tu semua yg 3 4 tahon takde anak.ada yg lebeh drp tu.

Dr Siti Murni tu glamer beb, cantik la dia tu. die explain satu2 ape gune setiap produk kehamilan biodex tu. ape nutrisi dia, ape benefit dia. part plg bagos die ckp LAKI kite kalau ok pon kene gak ambik. bagi chemistry kite same. sbb ade kes yg dua2 lakibini subor takde prob lansong tapi bertahon2 takde gak anak. die ckp one of the UNEXPLAINED reason is,

sperm laki n ovum pompuan taknak kawan. die takmo geng. takmo kawin. tuan punye badan je kawin tapi sperm n ovum kite taknak kawan. walaupon dua dua tu bagos. sebab ape die takmo kawan or kawin, is UNKNOWN.

itu la bile ayat "belom rezeki" tu tepat.

so die ckp, ade org yg ada unexplained reason ni try biodex lakibini, Eh pregnant terus 2bulan lepas ambik dgn konsisten. yg bestnye mase last2 tu die panggil org2 yg dah berjaya pregnant dgn biodex. ADA SORG TU MEMBER LAKI AKU SENDRI!! huhu..jiran dia. 11 tahon weh org tu takde anak. dua dua subor. mmg mak mertua aku ade citer dulu, anak kwn dia 5tahon takde anak try biodex n pregnant. mak mertua aku silap rupenye. bukan 5 tahon tapi 11 tahon.

then ada cukor jambol skali biodex buat aritu utk baby2 biodex. hm sweet je aku tgk org2 yg dah berjaya ni. die panggil dlm 5 couple gak aa utk bagi testimonial secara live n citer psl experience masing2.

yg kat skrin pon ada die tunjok..nak menangis weh tgk..heheh laki aku kantoi. dia pon nak nangis. aku nampak mate berkace jek dia bile tgk skrin org bagi2 testi tu. huhuhuhuhuhuhuuuu. astu kesat2 mata. hahah!

semua tu yg 6thn 7 thn pon ada. terharu doh. isk, bersemangat kembali dah aku.last skali leh consult one 2 one dgn dr siti murni tu. dia yg pengasas, die yg buat produk ni, senang teros tanya dia. mase die panggil utk queue tu, laki aku teros tolak aku soh cpt. berlari weh aku. dpt la 1st skali hahahahaa. mase aku berator 1st tu toleh2 blkg terus keretapi dah belakang aku.

so aku gitau die semueeeeeeee perjalanan aku kat dr siti murni tu, n ape yg aku dah ambik dgn biodex ni. aku gitau gak aritu aku ambik noni chewable tablet tu n aku period dgn sendri. before tu aku penah positive then period banjir. die ckp rahim aku maybe lom betol2 kuat lagi. so try again n dont stop. so die suggest ape lagi kene tambah (biase la die pon jual produk kan) lagi byk lak aku kene beli.

itu terpulang la aku nak beli ke tak. yg aku tau ape yg aku try aritu dah ok dah. kene konsisten je. then die advice laki aku pon kene ambik. hehe..baik sgt the way die consult tu. mmg die tu bagos la. dia ckp takpe, die sendri yg buat produk ni pon, 12 tahon die try utk 4th child. 8bulan try produk sendri baru berjaya. sbb tu dia amazed dgn org2 yg 1-2bulan try teros pregnant. dia sendri pon 8month. aku baru 5month ambik biodex, so maybe taklame lagi berjaya la ni dgn izin Allah kan.

:)

yg penting aku masih sonok, trying to conceive is a headache, but it's fun(try to make it as 'fun' not 'stress').

Lil Ms. Period

lame tak update,..eh lame ke.

pada 25hb aritu aku terase saket2 senggugot pada pukol 5ptg n bile aku gi toilet ade cam a few drops of blood. aku cam tattau nak tersengeh ke or sedih. kalau sengeh, sbb aku happy yg aku period tanpa sebarang ubat lagi. padahal baru hari ke 25. so cycle aku kalini jadi 25 days je. kalau sedih, baby yg dibuat haritu tidak menjadi lagi. tapi takpe, buat ape nak sedih, dah mmg Allah kata belom.

alhamdulillah atleast aku period, menandakan aku sudah sihat kembali! tapi tattau la this cycle lak. harap2 die ok je la kan. betol kata aini psl nenas. dan kata2 org di website2 TTC. aku takde la makan nenas yg raw tu sbb takjumpe.

sbenanye bukan xjumpe, nenas tu byk tapi takjumpe nenas potong. heh, aku kan malas nak potong2 ni dan tambah lagi, aku takreti nak potong pon.! so aku beli nenas dlm tin jek. aku akan continue makan nenas lagi dlm hari ke 7 aku period supaye die cuci betol2 rahim aku. weeee so lepasni baru la sng nak kire waktu subor ke ape.

period kali ni takde la seBANJIR haritu. die start dgn few drops, sampai hari ke 3 baru ade normal flow. tapi aku dah tak saket perot dah. ahad aritu ape yg aku ingat aku pi pijak batu2 refleksologi kat tasik s.alam tu. dgn epul&alin; geng kurap* kat s.alam. sonok la aku ade kwn pompuan kat s.alam yg leh join layan aku jogging ke hape.

chewah jogging beb skang!

*kurap=sampah=lepak2membuangmasa

hahaha, abeh tu skang la ade mase. dulu2 keje weekend, weekdays keje sampai mlm..takde mase.lagipon dulu aku kurus kering n mmg dont even bother psl nak jage badan ke ape walhal aku kuruskering yg tidak sihat dulu tu. dlm 2weeks lepas mmg every sunday pi jogging n pijak batu2 refleksologi. hasilnye aku telah period dgn sendirinya utk kali ke 2. ini bukan gugor ke ape aku rasa. ni mmg period. aku rase aritu tuh tak lekat kot or aku ovulate dgn telor yg tidak elok.

ceh, aku skang pandai2 jek bagi diagnosis utk diri sendri. ah, hentam je la. aku xjumpe doc pon. mule2 aku cadang nak jumpe doc n continue ambik ubat subor (letrozole/femara) balik. sbb aku dah period kan. tapi bile pikir2 blk, takyah aa. kan dah ok skang ni,..so kite tgk je this month mcm mana.

aritu aku beli supplement EPO+fish oil. by blackmores. dulu aku dah penah ambik EPO ni. tapi tak konsisten. skang aku nak continue memandangkan ade pakej yg dgn fish oil. so aku leh improve cervical mucus aku dgn prevent miscarriage.

normal je kan kalau awal 3 4 hari? aku kene agak2 je la waktu subor aku pasni. kalau 25days, maybe aku subor hari ke 12-13. tapi kalau 28days aku kene agak hari ke 14-15.



aku dah terpikir nak chart fertility aku guna BBT (basal body thermometer). org melayu yg tgh gigih TTC pon ramai beli BBT ni. aku gaji aritu, ingat nak beli. tapi bile aku gi guardian, aku tanya pharmacist tu

"ade jual BBT tak?"

"ha? ape?"

"BBT. basal body thermometer"

"er.....takde"

cara dia "errrr" tu mcm takpenah dgr lak. hohoh.

dgn charting ni, mmg sng nak tau aku normal ke tak. die check suhu badan time badan kite rehat.(?) kot camtu.

sbb die kene check time lepas kite bangon tido, before turon drp katil. time nak subor temperature akan naik melonjak. so itu adalah waktu kite ovulate. astu bile nak period, temperature drop. kalau semakin naik, tu ada tanda2 pregnant. camtu la. BBT tu dlm bawah rm100 jek aku tanya org2 forum. nnt aku pi cari lagi.

Green Tea

How Can Green Tea Help Increase Fertility?

Green tea is a popular type of tea that is made of unfermented tea leaves. Green tea has been used for thousands of years by people in Eastern countries for a variety of health reasons.

One of the primary benefits of Green Tea in regard to fertility is not in what it contains, but rather in what it does not contain. Green tea has a much smaller amount of caffeine than regular tea, or even coffee. Caffeine has been shown, in some cases, to negatively impact fertility. So, drinking green tea is a viable alternative to coffee and some other teas.

Some research suggests that two of the main ingredients in green tea, hypoxanthine and polyphenols, may lead to a higher percentage of viable embryos. Other research has suggested that these compounds help increase the maturing of eggs, and may even make the eggs more fertile. In addition, polyphenols serve as antioxidants, which help protect your body from various diseases and other conditions.

Drinking green tea may even help not only with female fertility, but with male fertility problems as well. Some green tea advocates suggest that green tea may help with low sperm count, and even with sperm motility.

Green tea is usually sold as a dried leaf tea. Often, green tea is available in a decaffeinated form, as well. You can also purchase a green tea extract. Capsules and liquid preparations are also available.

Other health benefits of green tea that some people have suggested include:

- Increased success at weight loss attempts
- Reduced risk of heart disease and heart problems
- Reduces risk of various types of cancer
- improves cholesterol levels, both lowering the bad cholesterol and raising the good
- Help prevent tooth decay when used alongside a regular oral hygiene regimen
- Increases the overall effectiveness of the autoimmune system.

As few as two cups of green tea per day may not only be able to help with conception, but may provide you many other health benefits as well.

Drinking more than a few cups of green tea a day can hinder the body’s ability to effectively absorb folic acid so it is recommended that you take extra folic acid if you intend to drink large quantities green tea to help your chances of conceiving.

taken from babyhopes.com

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just sharing. dah penah minum green tea tapi tak consistent. dont know that it can help FOLIC ACID to absorb effectively. haishhhhh kalau tauuuuu aritu lepas trigger aku minum green tea! ok ok, mmg belom rezki aku sbenanye.

 

Termenong

Hari ni asyik termenong.

Adik ipar aku (kakcik) kemungkinan besar akan beranak hari nih, so aku mcm agak xsabar gak nak dpt anak buah baru. disamping itu, mesti aku akan tensionkan kepale aku dgn memikirkan 'time aku bile lagi?'.

aku penat nak pikir mcm tu.

bile aku cube paksa diri aku JANGAN pikir, tapi mesti terpikir gak.

jangan kate orglain tanye aku taktahan, aku sendri tak tahan tanye diri aku sendri.

ape masalah dgn implantation yg tak berjaya hari tu hah? something wrong with the embryo? rahim aku tak tebal? or tebal sgt? or tak 'user friendly' dgn eggs sendri? heheh..lawak plak ayat user friendly tu.

apekah tindakan aku seterusnya skang.

adik along si angah pon dah kawin aritu. aku cpt2 gitau diri sendri "kompem dia ni pon bini dia pgnant dulu"

mesti aku stress bile adik adik ipar aku yg lain tu semua kawin dan pegnant. yg dpt nama, aku. yg kena perli, aku. bodo betol aku stress dgn rezeki orglain. tapi mmg takleh tipu, semua org yg sama mcm aku, mmg dengki dgn orglain yg pregnant. aku kdg2 terlalu jahat sampai pernah "ter"mendoakan yg kandungan diorg tu semua takjadi. supaye diorg TAU ape yg aku rase.supaya kita semua sama!

JAHAT KAN AKU?

astaghfirullahalazim

sometimes benda tu mcm just terlintas je mcm tu. cpt2 aku beristighfar n mengucap. berdose betol aku doakan camtu kat org. ye lah, dengki punye psl. korang jgn lah jadi mcm aku nih.tp kalo kwn2 aku takpenah lak aku terpikir mcm tu, maybe sbb kwn2 rapat. cousin2 aku pon aku tak pikir mcm tu. maybe sbb kwn2 aku yg tgh pgnant skang ni sdg mengandung anak no 2 and diorg kawin lagi awal drp aku..so psl tu aku tak pikir gitu kot. tp kalau yg pgnant anak 1st, aku msti cam bengang.

mase adik ipar aku si dayah gitau kakcik dah mengandung mase baru lepas sebulan kawin, mak mertua aku pon perasan muke aku lain gila. mmg lah pon, dlm hati "ak alaaa sket2 pregnant! benci!"

hm die dah beranak dah pon arinih.

tak baik dengki kat org kan. rezeki masing2 mmg takkan sama. mmg tuhan dah bahagi2kan setiap org tu tak sama rezekinya. tapi mmg deep down, the EVIL part of me mmg pernah terlintas mcm tu kat org2 yg bagitau aku dia pregnant.

mcm aku ckp bdk ofis aku yg kat bwh ni, yg period lambat.

aku buleh tak terpikir "tlg la tlg la jgn pregnant tlg laaa..aku taknak hadapi satu lagi tensionnnn"

then, esok2 tu bdk ofis aku ni kate die dah period kuar spotting. aku pon ckp la kat dia "oo lambat sket period tu sbb stress kot"

in the same time im telling myself " PEH LEGA!"

buleh aku mcm tu weh?

tak baik betol aku ni.

kang bile aku pgnant, org lak dok doakan aku gitu. baru padan muka.

tapi tu lah, HANYA AKU dan org2 yg pernah bersekedudukan dgn aku jek paham perasaan ini! walaupon ia salah!

:(

ya, sbb tu lah tuhan uji aku. nak uji tahap kesabaran aku dan kebersihan hati aku. ternyata aku adalah sedikit busuk bile pernah terlintas mcm tu. yg boleh menghilangkan kebusukan tu semua, solat, doa, istighfar, bersyukor, amalkan ayat2 quran yg sepatutnya, dan muhasabah diri.

sekian.

Boring

keje aku dah siap. heh baru kol 9.40 keje dah siap. sbb dah takde keje lain dah nak buat.

officemate aku sorg ni tgh menggelabah sbb period die dah lambat. aku soh test taknak. takot katenye.

sbb tak ready nak tambah anak. anak dah 2 dah dia. adoi, aku ckp kat dia kalau taknak bg kat aku. hoho tuhan bg anak lagi mau takready tak ready.

sometimes aku cam wonder, kenape kite slalu nak bende yg kite takde, bile bende yg orglain nak sgt tu, ada kat kite, kite takbrape nak hargai sgt. sbb org yg takde bende tu, die tattau ape rase bile bende tu 'ade'. org yg 'ade' plak bende tu, taktau mcm mana rase bile bende tu 'tak ade'.

ape aku ade takde ade takde ni. hahaa

Aini dah bersalin 7.10.10 aritu. dpt baby girl yg bernama Adra. So adam ade adek dah skg. huhu. kwn aku sorg name ariel ni pon bini dia bersalin 10.10.10 aritu. baek punye timing. pandai anak tu pilih tarikh nak keluar ye.

ape2 pon congrats kat diorg ni :)

Pineapple

Just an info to share.

Somebody called Minxy have written this in fertilityfriends forum.

Having researched on the net & in many books, the "jury" is undecided on whether pineapple can help aid implantation...personally I believe it is the fresh pineapple that should be avoided - not canned or juice.



Fresh pineapple contains the enzyme bromelain (only small amount) which is believed to induce labour, although there is no scientific proof of this (you'd have to eat alot of fresh pineapples for this to happen I think !!!)
However, during the process of juicing/canning etc the enzyme is destroyed so "processed" pineapple should be fine (although everything in moderation !)
Pineapple also contains selenium which is one of the things that helps build up a healthy endometrium - which is what you want for implantation & to sustain a pregnancy. I've not stopped drinking pineapple juice!

And for those ttc (especially those on Clomid)....try drinking grapefruit juice as it can improve & increase the "sperm friendly" cervical mucus.

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here's another from this blog : dearreilly.blogspot

I mentioned the pineapple reccommendation on my last blog entry and have piqued a few interests, so I thought I would provide a wee bit more information and clarification. Here's what they gave me at the needle-pushing place. Using Pineapple to Assist Implantation: Pineapple contains bromelain. Bromelain is a proteolytic enzyme that breaks up proteins that inhibit embryo implantation. Consuming a whole pineapple (focusing on the core as it has the highest concentration of Bromelain) during a fertility cycle can be beneficial.

For IVF cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day of your embryo transfer.

IUI cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day of your IUI.

Timed intercourse cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day after ovulation.

Note: Be careful not to start consuming pineapple too early in the cycle. Beginning to consume pineapple BEFORE the reccommended days above can actually affect your vaginal and cervical mucus PH, making it more acidic.



A huge giant, enormous congratulations to SARA S-P on her Pineapple pregnancy.



The End.

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there's such a "Pineapple" pregnancy! so Nenas is good!

maybe not if u are ALREADY pregnant kan. aku lak dok avoid nenas selame dah setahon lebih. ia adalah bagus kisahnya. nak nak lagi lepas ovulation. sbb mase tu mmg belom lekat lagi pon. mase tu egg baru nak fertilize n is travelling down the uterus. so dgn bantuan nenas ini boleh meng'friendly'kan uterus lining dgn egg itu.

nenasnenasnenasnenas

so aini, btol ape kakak buat tu, patot la lepas2tu die pregnant.

Time to chill

aku taklarat nak taip semua yg aku dah email kat kwn aku aini & hana. so aku paste ape je yg aku dah email kat diorg psl what's happening lepas aku period aritu.

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email to aini.

aku taknak beli dah guardian nye tester

aku rase spam dan tipu gila

4 kali weh takkan empat2 tu semua rosak

dah la beli kotak lain2

aku beli guardian sbb die ade tulis sensitivity dia kat situ 25mIU so leh test awal

rupenye awal pon salah.

aku tau salah sbb aku buat blood test, result dpt smlm. hCG hormon aku 0. KOSONG.

so mmg takpernah berlaku pregnancy lansong

atau

mmg penah lekat skejap tapi die dah turun completely so hormon semua pon habis sama.

kalau ikot instinct aku

rasenye mcm mmg penah lekat seminggu 2 gaknye

astu dia jatoh

nape ekk

rahim aku tak kuat lagi?

chromosome error?

ni kire chemical preg lagi doh.sbb tu period lambat 4hari.

tapi takpe sbb ni aa first time aku period tanpa ubat.

period yg betol2 period bukan coklet2 ke ape

tapi, aku senggugot yg gilebabi terok nak mampos sampai loye, muntah2 gaye pregnant tapi tak.

astu pening gilaa kepale aku. agaknye mmg darah tu nak menjadi tapi takjadi sbb tu aku muntah kot.

plan mcm2 weekend aritu sudahnye aku terbaring je kat umah.

sabtu aku terbaring, gi umah mertua aku pon aku baring jek.

ahad aku tak gi pon telok intan tgk adek along nikah. psl pagi tu aku muntah2.

ni hari ke 4 aku period, tapi dah tinggal spotting je pulak. sabtu aritu bukanmain sampai melimpah2 lg.

keje aku sabtu ahad aritu basoh suar sidai suar jek.

bapak mertua aku beriye sampai nak bwk gi berubat bagai. gagaga

jumaat aritu aku pi doc, doc marah aku asal tak dtg mase dah dpt samar2.

sbb die kate kalau samar2 n die check betol pregnant, die leh inject hormon bagi kandungan tu kuat.

aku ckp la aku tak gi check sbb aku test pakai tester lain negative. guardian jek positive. so aku tak sure.

teros die take note.

astu die soh aku proceed je buat IUI.

aku cam alamak, gaye mcm dah bertahon2 takdpt anak lak.

sbb die kate aku dah try semua.

tapi aku rase ubat femara tu baru je try skali n die ngam dgn aku cume taklekat. telor besar ape.

astu die ckp terpulang kat aku la, dua2 pon bole. IUI beratos2..nnt la dulu.

aku dah bincang dgn along, rasenye this month aku rilek je dulu.

sbb aku period sendiri.

aku nak stop makan ubat jap n tgk aku ovulate sendri tak bulan ni.

kalau tak, aku continue treatment bulan dpn.

ala, jawapannye sng je, tuhan lom nak kasi.

kalau nak jadi dah jadi dah aritu.

xpe lah sbb aku period so leh try lagi bulan ni. period 1hb lak tu. sng nak kire time subor. huhu

biodex aku sambung je la mcm biase sbb die supplement.

doc scan aritu die leh kate die mcm taksure apekah satu titik yg ade kat rahim aku ni.

nampak dlm screen. tu yg buat bloodtest nak tau pregnant ke tak.

rupenye tak. so, titik tu normal menses je la kot.

takpe, biarlah die jatoh.

maknenye ade pembahagian sel tak menjadi la tuh.

klinik umra yg aku gi tu dah naik taraf hospital. hospital UMRA lak skang.

fees die pon mcm dah naik sket. adoi. baik aku wat IUI tu skang sbelom die naik lagi tinggi kot?

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darah yg keluar kalini dah la belambak sampai melimpah. melimpah itu mase berdiri, die keluar dgn laju mcm air paip, taksempat pad nak serap die naik sampai ke perut. horror bukan?

tapi darah tu semua tak berbau lansong. ala mcm kite period biase, mmg kenal la bau darah sendri kan. ni takde bau. pelik jugak. then aku tanye kakak2 ofis aku, diorg ade yg penah kene mcm tu. kate diorg, mungkin darah tu mmg darah yg takmenjadi tu. so die bukan darah kotor..sbb tu la tak berbau.

mungkin jugak.

aini suggest soh makan buah nenas utk cuci bersih rahim aku ni. aku lom makan2 lagik.

blood test hcg aku 0-which means no pregnancy hormon. tapi ade satu forum ni kate, our hcg mmg dah completely cleared off lepas kalau dah bleeding tu. maknenye takde hcg remaining pon sbb benda tu dah jatoh. so kalau buat bloodtest mmg 0.

ini lah dia chemical pregnancy. cara utk avoid frustation before ur period is due - is to check (hpt) 1week after a missed period. ak ah aku mmg tau pon, tapi aku degil gak. sbb peeing on a stick is very addictive.

darah aku kering dlm masa 3 hari jek. 1st day tu senggugot terok tapi bleeding tak heavy cume hitam2 sket. 2nd day senggugot terok gak, bleeding heavy gila yg tak berbau. 3rd day, darah mungkin dlm setengah cawan je. 4th day, kering. tinggal brown spots. 5th day, 1 2 titik je spots.

aku tak review dgn doc pon lepas ambik bloodtest nye result. dah zero, nak review pon aku cam tau jek doc akan cakap ape.

tapi aku mmg kena gi pon lepas ni- bukan utk proceed next treatment, tapi utk gitau doc aku nye period behavior kalini mcm tu, astu nak mintak die check blk rahim aku ade ape2 tertinggal tak. n lepastu aku nak gitau doc aku nak rest skejap. kalau aku dah OK baru decide nak IUI ke or femara lagi. aku rase femara tu OK je, tapi tu lah doc ckp takyah plak. itu dr karamjeet yg ckp. n die ckp lagi

"mmg la first attempt awak ni fail sbb awak ada PCOS, mmg susah sket, but its not impossible. so either u proceed to IUI or u take another dose of letrozole (femara)."

aku blom jumpe dr sudha. ahad aritu aku pegi pon lepas ambik result kat kaunter, nurse kate mmg lambat nak jumpe doc sbb ramai org. aku tanye doc apa? dr ummul masok kol 630.

takyah.

so sampai arinih, aku lom pegi2 lagi. kalau aku tak gi pon xpe sbenanye tapi utk kompem ape dah jadi kat aku, kene la pegi. sendri buat diagnosis pon, ikot ape yg dibace kat intenet je. bukan tepat pon.

then aku continue biodex. yg sedap tu.

eh, sape2 nak gi beli biodex takyah beli online la sbb mahal. gi bli kat alam sentral. tingkat bawah skali kat the store tu ade kedai jamu. kedai tu ada. semue produk kat situ ada discount. save gak la. then aku baru terbace kat forum, PCOS leh ambik satu product biodex yg name Noni Chewable Tablet tu. aku dok baca before ni diorg tak ckp pon utk PCOS boleh. utk yg ade endo dgn cyst je bole so aku xambik la. rupenye mmg bole sbb Buah Noni, semue tau die elok utk kesihatan. die leh mengaktifkan sel2 yg lemah. so aku beli dah pon. ler murah jek RM32 satu botol (tapi kat kedai alamsentral tu RM28)

dah la sedap rase grape. aku byk gak bace diorg yg ade cyst makan benda ni cyst bole ilang. tapi kene konsisten la. aku takde la cyst tapi POLYcyst ada before ni. so lets give it a try. sambil2 tu aku dah beli produk utk kuatkan rahim gak. bole jadi rahim aku masih tak kuat lagi.

TAH NAK MAKAN APE LAGI TATTAU.???!

semue ni rezeki Allah. citer dia, belom masa Allah nak bagi lagi utk aku. chek itu chek ini beli itu ini makan itu ini Allah kate BELOM lagi. so mmg belom lagi. kita mampu usaha dan usaha.

tapi bulan ni mcm nak lepak je lah.

tibe2 aku rase aku mcm trying too hard lak.

beriye aku bebel2 kat sini psl diri sendri.

orglain takyah pon, boleh branak.

habis aku nak cite kat sape sgt pon.

maybe aku ni trying too hard ni kot. takot putus asa lak kan.

so utk tidak trying too hard, aku nak diam je jap. maybe kalau update pon cite sal benda lain. :D

It's Over

at 4.20pm tadi, terase saket senggugot dan sgt tajam dkt rahim aku.

astu ade rase cecair2 keluar.

aku teros cam nervous.

gi toilet.

check.

dah period.

darah itam2.

but anywayy,

im still going to see the doctor to take another 2nd round of femara.

alhamdulillah, at least, aku period.

and tak mcm haritu, means, im all fine already!

its ok we can try again!

hmm sayang nye kan? takpe takpe takpe

we already know what works for me. so boleh try again. :)

TakFaham.

Aku rase aku tak pregnant.

aku dpt 3 faint positives drp 27hb, 28hb, dan 29hb. tapi guna guardian nye test je.  kalau test pakai brand lain, negative. so adakah guardian nye test semua mmg kuar positive walaupon org itu tidak mengandung? tapi last week aku ada try test dgn guardian jugak sbb nak check hcg trigger aritu dah kuar drp badan ke belom. and dua2 test tu negative, kosong mmg takde line lansong. so aku sure time tu hcg trigger dah out of the system n kalau ade line lepas minggu tu, it is not a false positive. tapi kenape skang bile guna test stick lain tak positive pon?

berhantu ke pregnancy test ni?

i've read about evaporation lines. which before ni aku penah konfius about. yep, pregnancy test cannot be read after the TIME LIMIT. sebab after time limit, lepas test stick tu dah kering, kdg2 mcm nampak ade line dkt test window tu.

aku bace byk forum melayu psl pregnancy, yg masih lagi ade kesengalan kat mereka2 yg mcm aku yg susah pregnant. dah buat test, bile tgk negatif, buang dlm tong sampah. lepastu gi korek blk dlm tongsampah tu and buat2 surprise bende tu ade 2 line yg samar. aku penah mcm ni dulu, mase baru2 kawin. mase tu mmg tattau ape itu Evaporation Line.

tapi line samar yg kuar within 5minutes frame, adalah line positive.and aku just dpt line tu drp guardian nye one step pregnancy test je. aku dah guna clear blue, dipNtell, semua negative. clear blue yg jual kat msia ni sensitivity dia 50mIU and dipNtell tu aku taktau tapi aku rase 100mIU sbb same mcm yg klinik2 guna. guardian nye test lak, mmg ade tulis sensitivity dia as low as 25mIU pon die leh detect.

mungkin hcg level aku low.

mungkin aku chemical lagi.

mungkin ectopic? simpang malaikat.

selambe je la request for blood test. menyampah kekadang nak intepret 2 line ke 1 line ke samar ke tak ke.

ptg ni lepas keje nak gi. aku akan bersedia utk menerima jawapan drp doctor yg aku tak pregnant. n ada something else has gone wrong.

CD 28

Semalam Cycle Day 28, hari sepatotnye aku period. sbb kalau ikot medication tu mmg tepat2 28 hari 28 hari je semua kan.

so smlm adalah hari ke 28. tapi takde ape2. pagi sampai ptg aku takde ape2 simtom yg pelik kecuali rase lapar which is drp raya aritu pon asik lapar je. aku dah beli hpt 2 jenis 4 sticks. biar kasi puas ati. dkt2 nak magerib smlm baru aku rase lain mcm, mcm nak senggugot astu rase mcm ade cecair2 dah kuar. ingatkan dah period. check kat toilet, takde ape2. cecair2 keputihan je. maybe cervical mucous. so aku malas nak stress aku pi buat hpt dgn guardian nye.

ini adalah keputusannye dlm 5minits time frame.



ini adalah line samar2 yg sama yg mcm last april. dgn pregnancy test yg same. so aku taknak percaye sgt walaupon samar2 kalini lebih terang drp last april tu. aku asik2 nak belek hpt ni nak tgk berubah tak line tu. aku tunjok laki aku pon dia ckp "hak ah! ada!"

tapi aku taknak caye sgt dah. jadi pagi ini aku check lagi dgn hpt "dip & tell" yg check guna kertas litmus biase je tu. kalau hcg hormon aku strong, mesti dah positive dgn terang. tapi aku mmg taknak pikir positive dulu. aku teros think negative.

so keluar la negative. maybe hpt tu yg tak detech hcg hormon lagi sbb baru awal sgt kot? or mmg chemical pregnancy lagi? aku tak gitau laki aku pon psl pagi ni aku check negative sbb nnt die frust lagi. so aku diam dulu. nak kompem pon takleh sbb aku bace kat forum, atleast tunggu 7 days. tapi yg membuatkan aku fikir still ade 'hope' lagi ialah komen2 org yg penah experience bende same mcm aku.

Apple Seed - Just wondering what's going on with my body. Last night it was a strong  and tested this morning and nothing. My body is whacked.

Krissi - Sorry hun, a lot of people say they get a stronger line with evening urine then morning. Try again tonight, hope it turns out to be a sticky bean xx

WantababyBump - I had a bfp one day then 2 bfns the same night and then bfn the next day then got a bfp again and I was actually pregnant...good luck xo

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oh? ni first time aku dgr ade org kata petang-mlm punye urine lebih strong drp pagi? ok gitu ESOK malam baru aku test lagi kalau belom period.

i finally have a couple of EGGS!

yay!

semalam raya ke 4, and cycle day 14, where dr ummul kate patot dtg cd12 t api klinik tutop sbb raya and aku pon ada kat johor. mule2 aku dah taknak pegi klinik smlm, sbb aku bengang dr ummul kate kenape aku tak kire betol2 blablablbla and die leh kate kalau dah tau cd12 tu aku takde kat sini, jgn ambik dulu femara tu. wah, die nak soh aku tunggu lagi la? org lagi nak cpt die nak soh tunggu2 lak.

smlm lepas balik opis (2 org jek ade kat opis smlm. gile sangap) aku teros gi klinik. wah dah renovate byk and reception pon dah move ke tempat baru. dah besar and cantik gak la. takde patient pon smlm, aku jek dtg dgn laki aku. then aku tanye dr ape yg ade? nurse tu ckp "Dr Sudha"

yes!

astu bile jumpe je doctor, dia yg tersengeh2 sbb agaknye die pon dah kenal dah dgn aku sbb dah byk kali aku dgn dia. aku ckp la "dr, haritu i ada jumpe dr ummul die ckp sepatotnye hari ke 12 raya ke2..then die ckp hari ke 14 dah takbole tapi i nak dtg gak"

"actually can laa..hari ke 13 14 sempat lagi. ur follicle is still maturing"

ha kan!

astu die tanye camne dgn Diane selame 2 cycles, aku gitau la bagos gak sbb dah kuar semue itam2 segala.

"what??? hitam2??"

"tak, darah mcm hitam2 laa"

"takde merah??"

"adaa, first day je"

"ohh u ni buat i takut je. then dah keluar la semue period kan"

"dah2.."

"see ur face pon mcm dah bersih..sometimes people use diane to get rid of the jerawat semua u know"

heheh. tapi muke bersih tak penting. aku tau aku nak telor aku besar.

then die suroh aku baring utk sonogram, utk check size follicle. aku tah brape kali berselawat mengharapkan size follicle aku cukop utk hCG trigger.

then bile tgk dkt skrin, aku cam tercengang sbb nampak follicle yg besar2 bentuknya. sbb before ni scan dgn dr sudha, last die gitau aku yg aku PCOS, follicle semue kecik2 and berantai2, which is not good at all. mase dulu ambik clomid pon, scan hari ke 12 nampak kecik2 mcm tu gak. tibe2 kali ni besar and ade 2 ketol je each ovary. doctor teros measure size satu follicle sbelah kanan aku. 14mm.

aku teros sedeh :( dr sudha ckp "alamak..14mm je takcukop, nevermind we try this one"

dia teros measure size satu ketol telor yg lagi satu. 13mm

:(

then aku berdoa lagi hopefully sbelah kiri aku ade la atleast 1 pon yg over 18mm. beriye aku pejam mate taknak tgk tapi terbukak gak mate sbb doctor ckp "haaaaaaaa ni ada"

die measure, 21mm. "yes, this is the size that we want!" kate dr sudha.

aku pon dah tersengeh2. then die kate ade satu lagi kat ovary kiri ni. die measure, 18.3mm.

pastu die measure lining uterus aku, aku tak ingat brapa mm ke ape, tapi die ckp "wow ur uterus thickness is also quite good"

aku tgk dlm skrin pon mcm agak lebar lining uterus aku. wah aku skang dah reti tgk ultrasound dah..dulu aku taknampak ape pon dlm skrin, tau black n white je. heheheh..skang leh nampak rahim aku yg mcm agak sempurna bagi aku, before ni dok senget sket. smlm tgk mcm normal je.

aku bersyukor sgt. atleast aku leh proceed to hcg trigger tu.

then doc teros perli aku "waaah so happy eh u nampak big eggs!"

"mesti la doctor haritu kan kecik2 jeee :D"

"ok now we can proceed to the injection la so that it can trigger ovulation after 36hours"

doc inject kat bontot. agak saket gak la tapi tak saket sgt pon. astu doc kate by 6am hari rabu 15 sept mesti mesti mesti have sex. aku tanye lagi

"kalau tak trigger, i tak ovulate ke?"

"u will, tapi when u are in fertility treatment, we make ur cycles regular so senang nnt nak time intercourse"

ohOOOOOooo

betol la tu, kalau tak trigger, aku pn tattau bile akan ovulate. so bile trigger, mmg kite tau die akan release lagi 36hours. heeeeeeee best betol tgk telor sendri besar! ini maybe berkat air buah zuriat, dan biodex, dan ubat doctor skali, dan doa yg aku amalkan hari2...alhamdulillah..

dr ckp, "we'll see by end of this month wether u will get ur period or not. kalau u period, we'll try again because kite dah tau u are responding very well on letrozole (femara), so we can try again. but if u dont get ur period, we'll take a pregnancy test and hopefully it will be positive lah :)"

"tapi kalau tak period and negative mcm haritu mcm mana?"

"then we will induce to make u period"

OK! lega aku. senang dgn dr sudha ni. aku tak saket ati nak ckp. sbb die ni jenis taknak tunggu and takperlu tunggu2 utk pregnant. die siap tanye aku

"why u get so excited in getting pregnant nii..tak saba yeaa :D dah brapa tahon kawin ni?"

"dkt 2 thn dah..tak la doctor, everybody is asking, bile nak ade baby bile nak ade baby.."

"yeaa that one so depressing kan. org tak tau kita ade masalah..must be tension punya when everyone is asking, nevermind we hope for the best kali ni!"

bagos btol doctor ni. aku teros suke gila doctor ni je kat klinik umra nih! buleh layan berborak lak lepastu aku siap citer nak gi australia by the time betol2 lepas 36hours, dia gelak je sbb aku sampai wat anak jaoh2.

tp sbenanye kalau dah ovulate before pegi sana, jadi kat sini je la :P

wish me luck ehh :D

i have egggssssssss!!!

27, hope so..

Aku masih kat ofis sbb aku cuti ada tinggal 3 hari je. ramai dah blk kampong. dah kosong dah ofis. then aku bosan2 aku buat quiz ni " How Old Will I Be When i Have a Baby?"

and my result is

'll Have a Baby When I'm 27

You love babies and will have one at 27. You will have taken care of your own personal goals and will be ready for responsibility and the next step in your life.

Amin...hmm takleh caye sgt sbb quiz ni for fun je..tapi kalau dpt bestnye! hehe 27 is next year! hmm desperate sgt dah ke aku ni....

tadi aku tgk anak bdk ofis aku nye adek ni..bersalin kat UMRA..before tgk dia aku gi checkup dulu..hm dr sudha takde. dr ummul je ade..adoi..blasah la. mcm biase yg aku dah agak, pendek dan ringkas jek die ckp. aku just nak tanye yg camne aku nak monitor follicle size kalau CD12 ialah raya ke2, EH die leh marah aku balik

"patotnye before u makan ubat tu u kene kire hari ke 12 tu u sedang berada di mana! kalau raya ke 2, kite pon tutop..so mcm mana nak check? no point la u ambik ubat tu kalau kite takleh monitor"

"kalau check hari ke 13 or 14 takleh ke? klinik bukak bila?"

"ok raya ke 3 tu kite dah bukak tapi pagi je ada doctor. ptg takde..so camne? patotnye u kene kire dulu puan jihan"

AKU MANE LA TAU AKU AKAN PERIOD SETEPAT TEPAT HARI KR 28 TU NGOK! sbb aku dok kire aku akan period by 1st or 2nd sept..so hari ke 12 tu mmg betol2 dah balik sini. rupenye period awal. abeh nak wat camne?!

masalahnye betol ke dr ummul ni. aku bace kat intenet matsaleh byk je check follicle on CD14. sbenanye die nak check harini (CD9) pon bole! ade je org yg with femara 5mg astu check in between CD9-CD15. follicles develop bukan same pon semue org. asal yg die nak tepat CD12 gak. kalau semue org by CD12 dah ade mature follicles, kenape ade yg by CD26 baru ovulate (with femara)? maksodnye follicles die mature a few days before CD26 lah. so bagi aku CD12 tu tak semestinye doh.

takpe lah dah die doctor. hohoho. die ckp kat aku, takpe la nnt dtg je isnin raya ke 4 tu tgk mcm mana. aku pon takpaham doc ni, follicles kan akan membesar 1mm setiap hari.

entahla. die ade opinion lain kot.

ape2 pon 15-19hb ni jadi pegi goldcoast. 15-19 tu mmg tgh fertile. so lets baby dancing in aussie! ;P

selamat hari raya all!

Aidilfitri

Aku dah raya dah. sbb aku dah period 31st august aritu. merdeka+ raya. hahahaha. tapi skejap jek ni period ni sbb aku period dgn diane35 tu. insyallah leh continue puase lagi 2 3 hari then baru raya.

sunggoh tepat diane35 bagi 28 days cycle ek. aku kire aritu mcm 2nd sept (harini) baru period. astu aku dok pelik asal awal 2 hari. tapi bile kire drp last 1st day period 4th aug. 31st aug mmg hari ke 28. peh kalau tanpa ubat aku leh regular mcm ni kan bagos.

astu kuar la darah itam2 segale bagai mase 1st day period aritu. dah aa kol 6ptg baru nak period. sejam lebih lagi nak berbuke. hahaha. rugi tol. xpelah yg penting period. puase boleh ganti. aku harap yg itam2 tu is a good sign yg polycystic lame2 tu semua kuar. then semalam aku dah start ambik Femara (Letrozole) 2.5mg x 2. skali pagi n malam.

mmg betol ape yg aku bace kat website semua psl femara. less side effect. tak mengantok, tak pening, tak loya ape semua. best je rase. so smlm aku start 1st sept, so last tablet 5th sept lah. yg aku tattau camne nak buat skang, hari ke 12 after 1st day period (Cycle Day 12) ialah raya ke dua. 11 sept. aku nak scan follicle size camna kalau dah kat kampong time tu??

hahaha..takpe aku balik s.alam maybe raya ke3 so isnin tu boleh la kot nak checkup. hari ke 14 pon ok kot? aku sgt berdoa size follicle aku lebih drp 18mm or atleast 18mm. so boleh ditembak dgn hCG bg dia break n release ovum yg sihat dan bakal menjadi anak yg chomel dan baik. :) isk aku ni slalu berangan! berangan je lah. nak buat camna.

so raya tahon ni dan raya raya yg tahon seterusnya aku mmg akan balik raya by 1st day raya. sbb kitorg akan ke kubor arwah mak aku dulu. lepastu singgah umah mak mertua aku yg dkt sek20 tu je (skali dgn parents aku la ni lepas balik drp kubor kat sek21) astu balik tangkak, k.tinggi and kluang.

aku rase soalan tahon ni yg aku kene jawap bukan "dah ada isi belom or bile nak ade isi?"

tapi

"EH! pregnant ke!!"

kompem. sbb ramai org opis aku tegor, n kazen2 aku pon ade yg ingat aku pregnant sbb kenaikkan badan aku yg melampau sbb ubat2 hormon ni. hehehe, astu kalau aku ckp aku tak pregnant, diorg mesti disusuli dgn "haaaa, mcm ni la baru ok, kalau tak dulu kurus kering mcm jerangkongg" amin.

bile diorg ckp mcm tu, aku akan jawap blk "mcm ni baru leh prepare utk mengandong kan kan kan"

xpe lah, jgn burok sangka kat diorg semua tu. kite doakan yg terbaik utk diorg supaye diorg doakan aku cpt pregnant gak. takpe, kalau sdare mare aku bole je aku cite yg aku ade PCO so kene ambik a few medication&treatment dulu. nnt diorg faham la. ah mcm la big deal sgt kat diorg kalau aku dah pregnant ke tak.

kepade readers yg aku tattau sape lagi selain drp kwn2 aku, aku nak mintak maaf zahir batin kalau2 ade bahase aku yg kurang ajar dlm blog ni yg bole membuat korang terasa hati, selamat balik ke kampong n drive safely.



aku sgt rindu ketupat rendangggggggg!!!! lapa!!!

Soy itu Choy

Just nak share some info kpd sape2 yg taktau. Jgn ambik Soya berlebihan. aku rase aku tau salah satu punca kenape aku ni infertile, selain drp suke sgt minom nescafe dulu, aku suke minom soya bean.

which is sbenanye adalah tidak bagos utk kesihatan org pompuan. tidak bagos utk menstrual period, and for fertility. well, utk yg dah ada anak tak semestinye korang will continue to be fertile gak in the next few years kan. so better kite elakkan. (alaa tp soya bean sedap) utk menopausal symptom je dia bagos. nak paste semua takleh nnt aku kene marah lagi dgn matsaleh sbb copy paste diorg nye article.yg psl aku citer lowfat milk takbagos bwh2 ni, owner dia bising kat aku. (ele tu pon bising) :P aku nye gamba wedding dipergunekan sesuke ati oleh media aku tak bising pon. (ye la sbb aku tak own the copyright, cs yg punya!) heheh. ngade aa, aku nak paste gak sbenanye sbb info diorg bagos.

ahh, korang pegi je la kat link tu teros. just nak share je. http://www.babyhopes.com/articles/soy.html

and lots of other fertility diet/recipes/info that we dont know leh tgk kat http://www.naturallyknockedup.com/

cute TTC blog http://www.pregosaur.com/

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Eh aku dah minom dah air rebusan buah zuriat tu. hehe. betol la mcm semua org ckp, nak ketok buah tu mmg susah nak mampos. hari selase aritu aku buke kat umah mak mertua aku. so laki aku soh bwk skali buah tu sbb kat umah tu parang semua ada. so mase nak bukak tu mcm biase la adek2 dgn mak semua tanye la, AMENDE NIH???!! kene gak la aku citer..bende ni buah zuriat. adek ipar aku yg tgh sarat ngandong cam teros senyum2.."waaa..ade ek bende2 gini? takpenah tau pon." free je la aku sound balik "yelaa, org yg sng mengandung takyah tau ponn..takyah buat bende2 ni. org yg susah mengandung jek kene buat mcm2"

"ish ko ni jgn aa ckp camtu jian..mengandong pon ko ingat sng! ni aku nak jalan pon susah"

hoho komplen pulak bile dah mengandong tuh.

lepas tu lepas ketok dkt 10minit..kelentang kelentong mcm nak buat rumah dah laki aku. ambik batu bata semua. peh mmg mencabar siot nak bukak. buah tu lagi kecik drp tapak tangan je sbenanye. nak kopak buah kelape pon tak sesusah tu.kalau aku yg kene bukak mmg takkan leh bukak sampai bile2. astu bile dah berjaya kopak satu, rupenye ade SATU LAGI dlm dia! yg itu isi dia. die dok dlm shell gak. ha dok ketok2 lagi. sampai nampak isi putih tu. sebijik mcm gamba ni la. itu baru sebijik. sebijik lagi nak kopak pon lagi susah. last2 dpt gak kopak semua. wangi sgt bau dia. mcm kurma.

astu mlm smlm aku baru nak rebus air dia. ak aa betol, air dia jadi cam coklet2+oren. lepas dah rebus tu aku dgn laki aku minom. rase die mcm manis manis tawar. cam jus kurma yg tawar. tp ade kelat2 sket aa. takde la terok pon rase dia. nak kate sedap pon x jugak tapi rase die ok la. mmg mule2 minom tu tangkap sket kat kepale. lps tu dah ok.

ada lagi 39 hari lagi kene minum air rebusan tu. sampai rebus tak kuar kaler ape2.

Them

I was browsing some ex-clients flickr, blogs since yesterday just to find out have they got their baby yet. happy to know some of them anak dah nak masok 2tahon, ada yg nak masok anak no 2, and ada yg baru melahirkan, ada yg baru pregnant! a client name Sabarina whom we call Syber dah pregnant dah. aini yg kepoh kat aku. hehehe. dulu aku penah marah aini sbb die gi tulis kat wall syber "oitt anak dah brapa dah?" walhal syber baru je post kat wall dia dgn hurop besar2 "PCOS". so aini tidak tau PCOS tu apekejadahnye. aku pon bukanmain marah sbb die gi tanye anak dah brape n suroh aini delete post dia tu. aini pon delete. hahahaha. ye ah weh, die baru je ckp die PCOS ko gi tanye lak anak dah brape. ye la, mmg org yg ade penyaket tu je la tau PCOS tu amendenye. kalau takde, mmg taktau. akhirnye Syber dah pregnant sbb tgk gamba2 die husband n kwn2 dia ade pegang perot dia. so happy for her! sbb die kawin rasenye end of 2007 kott or early 2008. xingat. tp mmg dah lame. die baik sgt. mase nak ambik album, siap blanje aku dgn sapek prosperity burger kat mcd. alamak sedapnye. Jadi bile melihat org sepenyaket dgn aku telah pregnant, aku lebih bersemangat n kene bersabar sbb nnt akan tibe masa aku lak. insyallahh.

then aku browse2 lagi aku teringat lagi seorang client yg blognye begitu popular serata malaysia (adinang yg ckp.sbb views die gile byk). chicsinred or name die sharina. aku penah ambik gamba die bertunang dulu. teringat lak mcm nak sebok die dah ade anak ke belom. so bile aku bace2 blog dia, semua cite life dia and pasal kucing, hmm takde lak psl anak. biase org kalau dah ade anak, mesti citer nye kan. or kalau die tgh pregnant, mesti ade cite pregnant. pon takda. aku gi page blkg2, pon takde, semue cite biasa2. last2 aku terpandang tags sbelah tu, ade perkataan 'baby'. so aku pon klik. rupenye mmg belom pregnant, and kisahnye die mcm belom ready. ye la setau aku dia ni dulu lepas kawin cam sambung blaja semua..logic la kalau blom ready pon. tp by now maybe dah habis blaja. mmg betol die ade bebel psl makcik2 yg suke bertanyekan KILLER QUESTION tu. bila lagi? dah ada ke? yg lawak nak mampos, die ckp satu hari tu makcik2 di kampong semue dah advance, dah tak tanye soklan2 tu. instead, dtg2 teros raba2 perot dia. teros die terkedu nak menjawap jawapan pedih (mcm aku penah plan nak jawap before ni) sbb makcik dtg teros pegang perot. last2 die ckp, lepas ni kalau diorg buat camtu lagi, die plan nak kentut kuat2 n ckp

"sorry makcik, u pushed my kentut button"

hahahahahahahhahaa

sumpah lawakkk dohhh!!!

then aku continue la browse sana sini lagi (nampak sgt aku kat ofis ni je yg aku buat drp pagi sampai ptg) pastu ade sorg client ni dah branak gak, anak dah beso dah dkt 2 tahon kot. cute sgt! and aku rase ramai lagi ex-client aku yg dah branak. tapi masih ada lagi ex-client yg senasib dgn aku yg bole aku share stories with. diorg kawin lagi awal drp aku, diorg lebih tabah. aku kawin lepas diorg pon, aku dah dkt 2tahon kawin. gulp! eh aku dah bape lame kawin aa? aku kawin jan 2009...skang dah august 2010...1 tahon 7 bulan. oh, 5 bulan lagi nak 2tahon. takpe la, doctor ckp statistik org mengandung lepas kawin ialah dlm tempoh 2tahon majoriti. kite mungkin menggelabah sbb ramai org pregnant lepas kawin so kite suke anggap kite di tempat yg malang.

nih, gamba preview flickr kat sbelah kanan ni ---->

member aku satu dorm time skolah teknik dulu, astu leh lak satu tempat keje kat sirim ni. dia kawin end of february aritu. 2minggu lepastu aku jumpe die kat cafe die leh ckp die dah pregnant! aku teros sound "KO MAKAN BAJA POKOK KE WEH!"

hahahaha! die gelak dgn kuat. serious aku takpenah dgr news secepat nih. maksodnye time kawin tu betol2 time ovulation la tu kot. wah gile tepat timing dia! hehe! dgn celuparnye aku sound lagi "NI hasil malam pertame ah nih??" "hehehehehe" die gelak gedik lagi. sbenanye mase aku gi kenduri kawin dia tu aku tibe2 terdetik dlm hati "dia ni mesti cpt pregnant nih" jakgi betol rupenye! masin kata hati aku. :P name die Kecik. die lebih kecik drp aku. dulu kat CS aku takbrape berkenan org panggil aku kecik sbb aku mmg dah ade kwn name kecik. abis tu dah semue nak gak panggil name kecik, lame2 aku terbiase gak la.

so si kecik ni skang dah beso gile dah perot dia walaupon baru nak masok 6bln. maybe sbb badan die kecik. teros aku terbayang gitu rupe aku kalau pregnant nnt. hee!

then 3 hari lepas ada aku lepak port biasa tempat laki aku slalu lepak bersama bdk2 band aku dan kwn2 yg lain. then ade sorg member ni dah lame taklepak, die dtg lepak n bawak bini dia. name die Yatt. Yatt ni kazen azreel, lead band aku tuh. Yatt ni kawin dah lame gak tapi takde la lame sgt. aku rase dlm bulan raya tahon lepas gak die kawin. xingat tarikh. kitorg ade pegi sampai kedah sana kenduri dia. bini dia name Ida. aku dpt tau dlm beberape bulan lps, die gugor. xtau cite la gugor bape bulan ke ape kan sbb tau cite drp orglain je. then mase jumpe aritu, mase laki aku tanye kat Yatt psl nape tukar tempat keje, die jawap teros sbb die naik pangkat (dia ni polis) lepastu teros jawap "rezeki anak la nih"

aku tgh minum air mase tu,  tersentap sket aku kalau dgr org ckp rezeki anak nih. sbb aku kan takleh ckp camtu lagi :P so mcm tersentap jeles aa. tapi mcm biase dgn cube utk tidak busuk ati, aku pandang ida teros ckp Waaa congratulations!!! bape bulan dah?

2 bulan :D ..die jawap.

astu Yatt teros sambung "ni kena jaga betol2 ni, hat yg aritu yg gugoq tu kembaq tuuu!" (dgn loghat kedah yg pekat)

aku cam HAA!! kembar keeeeee!! huwaa sayangnye!!! (kali ni aku betol2 sincere bercakap begitu sbb mmg sayang sgt kembar gugor!)

astu aku tanye Ida, mcm mana leh gugor, ade jatoh ke ape? bape bulan gugor?

"3bulan..mase tu tattau mengandung pon..takde tande ape2 cume makan byk je..tapi mmg tak period dah 3 bulan"

"abis tu tak check?"

"tak :D sbb ingatkan biase2 je tak period ni..lepastu ade seketol darah jatuh..teros pegi wad emergency..pastu doc ckp ade satu lagi kat dlm..ingat bole selamatkan yg tu, rupenye taklama lepastu yg tu pulak jatoh"

aduii sayangnyee..

"ade sdara mara yg kembar ke?"

"ada..sbelah mak.."

ooh mmg logic la pon..adoiiii..sayang laa..takpe la skg die dah pregnant blk. aku tanye die kompem ke 1 je tu? die gelak n ckp kompem sbb check heart beat ada 1 je.syukorlah, atleast dah ada.

happy for these people :)

Takut.

Tibe2 aku cam takot.

aku takot 2nd attempt aku on fertility drug september ni tak berjaya.

sedangkan ada org penah try 250mg clomid, failed. (from 50mg)

ada org try femara gak for 7.5mg, failed. (from 2.5mg)

ada org buat IUI for more than 3 times, failed.

ada org buat IVF more than 3 times gak, failed.

aku lak asik dok surf success stories of femara and sometimes it gave me some little hope. tapi still, hope is all that left. dan aku masih takot kalau tak jadi, aku sedih. aku takot aku nnt putus asa and continue secretly hating those who already got pregnant n have babies. isk :( yg plg penting, aku takot kalau takjadi kali ni, dia tak period lagi mcm haritu. so aku takleh continue utk try again and have to wait and wait utk darah turun, dan buang masa. at least i hope if this cycle fails, cik period akan dtg utk bgtau aku yg hormon aku dah ok. plisssss. so boleh continue lagi another 14days lepas tu.

amin.

2WW

2WW- stands for 2weeks wait. i never experience the normal 2ww. slalunye, lepas medication (clomid or coming soon, femara). sebab before ni takpenah period regular. tapi lepas medication mmg kena 2ww sbb lepas 2minggu, kalau period means nothing. but for my case last april, aku tak period. gotten a faint positive for a few days, then negative. blueghh.

takpe, we'll try again this september.

tadi i was browsing on this blog. very interesting n cute. both TTC and pregnant mothers share their stories there. www.pregosaur.com

so mommy-to-be and mommy-wannabes dlm ni semua ade nama 'saur' kat blkg dia. Joggersaur la Lillysaur la..astu avatar diorg cute sgt. kalau yg dah pregnant, avatar diorg gambar telor dinasaur yg dah menetas. ade baby dino dlm tu. kalau yg tgh TTC lagi, avatar tu gamba telor dinosaur yg belom menetas. heheheh.



astu aku jumpe la psl 2ww ni. what to do during 2ww. sbb 2ww ni amatlah membunoh. tak sanggop nak dpt negative test lagi. tapi kalau dah belum rezeki, terpaksa redho lah. tapi kdg2 aku heran gak matsaleh ni. ade certain things yg diorg suggest what to do during 2ww ni, yg org melayu lak bukanmain soh pantang habis. takot bile dah lekat, terjatoh plak.

50 Things To Do In The 2WW

taken from www.pregosaur.com
You have done everything trying to get pregnant. You made love regularly, enough and at the right time. But now you are facing the dreaded 2ww. The 2ww stands for "the 2 weeks wait", the time between ovulation and your menstrual period. Hopefully your menstrual period won't come and you will be rewarded with a positive pregnancy test.

Here are 50 things to do in the 2ww:

• Take your daily prenatal vitamins including folic acid


• Write a daily journal


• Update your facebook page


• Don't smoke


• Don't drink alcohol


• Set some goals and write them down


• Make a new budget


• Write down babynames


• Make your home green


• Organize your home


• Treat yourself to facials and bubble baths


• Eat healthy - leafy vegetables contain a lot of folic acid


• Go out and have good food - Once you are pregnant you may not geel like it


• Drink pineapple juice or fresh pineapple slices - contains selenium which aids with implantation - huh? nenas bukan tajam ker? ataupon ni myths org melayu? tapi mmg byk aku dgr jgn makan nenas kalau TTC sbb dia tajam. die leh mencuci n menghakis. hmm..


• Eat walnuts


• Use loose clothes : nothing that fits too tight


• Don't lift anything too heavy


• Exercise - but in moderation


• Take long walks


• Hydrate well - Drink 1 or 2 liters of water each day


• Enjoy making love - at this point it's for pure fun not baby making


• If you have to, drink coffee but limit it to 2 cups a day - i was taught to AVOID coffee while TTC not just during 2ww. maybe coffee wont do any harm to some women. but better avoid them. it's caffein and it's toxic.


• Go out


• Try to stay busy so you do not obsess too much


• Find a good obstetrician


• Investigate good hospitals


• Calculate the exact day when your pregnancy test should be positive


• Watch one dvd a day


• Send your husband a love letter each day


• Clean up the refrigerator


• Get rid of toxic chemicals in your house


• Take a regular nap - Naps are God's gift to the impatient.


• Meditate - Do Yoga


• Spend more time talking to your husband


• Go out with a girlfriend for some tea


• Ask your husband to do the vacuuming, dishwasher, laundry, and garbage disposal


• Practice peeing on a stick - with a Q tip


• Investigate life insurance


• Paint your rooms - During pregnancy the smells may drive you crazy


• Reorganize the kitchen


• Do some gardening


• Repot your plants


• Take the dog for long walks


• Check the medicine cabinet and throw out old medications


• Wash the dog


• Go to a museum - each day a different one


• Cut coupons


• Watch for maternity clothes sales


• Read a good book, or two, or three..


• Reorganize your closets

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But maybe, tak semua yg di suggest di atas akan decrease/increase the chances of implantation. dia sbenanye suggest ape nak buat during 2ww tu so kite takde la terlalu tertekan utk tunggu tanpa buat ape2 yg berfaedah. sometimes aku pon tattau, matsaleh byk buat benda yg orgmelayu slalu kate Jangan buat, takboleh itu takboleh ini, walhal in the end bangsa diorg gak yg lebih sihat drp kita n hidup lebih lama. nenek2 matsaleh umur dah 80 masih bole travel sana sini.masih boleh berjalan.

contoh, Jgn minum air gas/berkarbonat.

aku adalah org yg kaki minom air coke dulu. tapi org sekeliling2 aku semua dah marah, sbb itu mungkin salah satu sebab susah nak pregnant. so aku pon stop minom air coke dan air2 gas yg lain. aku bace kat intenet pon (forum2 melayu) ramai yg melarang kita yg TTC ni minum air gas.

tapi sepanjang aku browse website matsaleh, takde satu sumber pon kate jgn minum air gas. jgn ambik coffee lebih2 (caffein) mmg ada. ada yg suggest kalau iye pon gian sgt, minom 1 cup a day je. tapi aku takpenah jumpe satu sumber yg mengatekan carbonated drinks boleh decrease the chances of pregnancy/fertility. sumpah takpenah. kalau ada please bagitau aku. bapak aku pun mmg heran dgn mitos org melayu yg takbagi anak2 diorg minum air gas. punca penyaket katenye. aku rase bukan GAS tu yg menyebabkan penyaket. sbenanye kandungan GULA yg ada dlm air gas. kalau ko tak minom air gas, tapi ko minom air sirap bandung hari2, same gak? atau air lain yg manis2. bapak aku dulu, mase die nak buat hospital sg buloh tu, dia kena melawat beberape hospital dkt germany, vienna, n negara2 lain. masa dia kat vienna tu, die ckp hospital kat sana bagi air mineral yg berkarbonat tau tak kat sana. kat sana mmg takda air mineral biase. bukan takde kot maybe jarang org minum. die kate mmg matsaleh minom air mineral yg bergas mcm Perrier tu. bapak aku ckp air gas ni bagos utk digestion, utk buang angin. kalau benda tu takbagos, nape kat hospital diorg mmg bagi air gas? aku pon tattau nak kate. tapi maybe, kite leh minum skali skala, then disusuli dgn minum air masak yg byk utk neutralize kan balik. aku pon tattau. tapi aku rasa elok kite takyah minum air gas kerana GULA dlm tu byk sgt.

Jangan makan nenas, or minum air nenas.

Tibe2 yg diorg suggest utk 2ww atas ni, lagi suruh makan nenas sbb ade selenium. yg org kite dok kate, taklehhh, tajammmm. astu ade stengah sumber yg aku penah dgr, kalau org terpregnant anak luar nikah, beriye2 diorg dok makan nenas raw tu sbb nak bagi jatoh. (tattau la hasilnye, jatoh ke tak) maksodnye mmg org kita mempercayai yg nenas itu mmg akan menjatohkan janin/benih yg baru nak jadi. astu lak, produk biodex yg D-toxy tu pon mmg ada nenas dlm tu, tujuannye utk Detox usus&rahim kita kalau2 ada darah lama tersumbat. Still, ertinye bende tu tajam. tapi kenape matsaleh menggalakkan makan nenas plak? Haih takpaham aku. maybe perot kita dgn dia lain?

15 Years TTC

Wahai rakan2 yg TTC seperti aku,

sila lah baca testi bawah ni utk semangat kite bersama. ni aku ambik from website biodex. bukan nak promo produk biodex tu, tapi 'ketabahan' akak nih selame 15 years, dah la mase awal die kawin lepas check dgn pakar, die takde masalah kesuburan lansong, telor semua besar2 n banyak. kalau orglain tade masalah nak pregnant cepat. laki dia pon takde sperm problem. tapi bayang la 15 years beb..

sbb tu aku mcm bengang sket kalau org baru 4 5 bulan kawin tapi gelabah siap menangis bagai stress sana sini sbb tak pregnant lagi. fikir lah ada orglain yg berbelas tahun tu. so kite kene byk bersabar n jgn gelabah lebih. Allah ada sebab kenape die bagi org tu cepat, org ni lambat, org ni takde lansong. mmg kite dah ditetapkan sesuatu tarikh tu bile kite akan dpt anak..same mcm bile kite dilahirkan, bile kite jumpe jodoh..and bile kite mati. semue tu dah tertulis. kite cume perlu berusahe jek. tp it doesnt mean jugak ko leh dok diam je tunggu bile masa ko sampai. camtu tuhan pon marah. kdg2 Allah bagi kita lambat sbb nak bagi kite peluang utk menyehatkan badan kita, so that kita well prepared utk pregnant nnt. mungkin kalau kite awal2 dah pregnant dgn keadaan diri yg taksihat, akan memudaratkan diri sendri or baby kita tu.

atau mungkin Allah nak kita dgn husband kite betol2 mengenali each other (walaupon dah mcm brape kurun kenal dia) tapi maybe kite tak betol2 faham laki kite same mcm laki kite tak faham kite lagi. so masa belom ade anak ni Allah mungkin suroh kite bijak bertolak ansur, meluahkan ape2 yg selame ni tak settle, supaye jgn bile ade anak nnt byk perkare berbangkit or xpuas ati and make things worst.  sbb tu kena sangke baik pada Allah. Dia lagi sayang kita sbb tu Dia takbagi kita skang. please remember that, jay. takde org akan kate ko mandul kalau ko baru setahon jagong kawin xpregnant lagi. bukan lah aku kate kite pon kene tunggu berbelas tahon, tapi atleast ikot je ckp dokter, kalau dokter kate lepas setahon tak pregnant baru leh checkup, tunggu je la setahon. aku ngam2 setahon teros berurut. setahon sebulan teros jumpe gynae. atas nasihat sorg akak kat tempat keje aku ni yg 12years baru pregnant, die ckp jgn jadi ignorant. sbb ade stengah org ignorant sgt..jenis takkesah takpe la tunggu gak 2 3 tahon baru nak gi check. mcm akak tempat keje aku ni, die lepas 4 5 tahon camtu baru nak gi check. sbb before tu cam ignorant. astu sebok keje sgt. lepas check baru tau mcm2 problem n tempoh nak cure semua problem tu ambik masa lame sgt sampai 12 tahon. attempt2 before tu berjaya tapi gugor 2 kali. akhirnya 12tahon kawin baru dpt anak. so dia nasihatkan aku, jgn tunggu lama2 mcm dia. cukop setahon pegi check. lepas tu rilek n jgn byk stress, byk berdoa. ye la kite ni jadi taksaba sbb org semue dok tanye2 n kite tgk orglain semue sng pregnant kan. aku pon camtu gak. tp kene think positive la.

jom bace testi nih. ni aku petik ayat2 last je sbb awal2 dia tu panjang sgt.

"......Mungkin setakat tiga empat tahun masih boleh bersabar tetapi jika dah berbelas tahun pastinya harapan sudah tiada lagi. Saya benar-benar kecewa dan apabila mengenang nasib diri pastinya airmatalah peneman setia. Saya menangis sepuas-puasnya. Memikirkan perasaan suami yang inginkan zuriat, saya pernah merelakan suami tercinta untuk berkahwin lain,moga-moga impiannya tercapai. Biarlah saya korbankan perasaan ini asalkan suami yang di cintai bahagia dan di kurniakan cahayamata.Memang benar, tiada isteri yang sanggup merelakan suaminya berkahwin lain namun saya korbankan perasaan sendiri untuk membahagiakan suami jika hanya cara ini dapat membantunya untuk mendapatkan zuriat. Namun suami saya menolak, pernah juga saya mengemukakan cadangan untuk mengambil anak angkat dari golongan keluarga yang susah tetapi suami juga menolaknya. Katanya, jika ditakdirkan kita tiada zuriat sehingga hari tua, biarlah kita berdua tinggal sahaja dirumah orang-orang tua. Mendengar kata-katanya membuatkan saya benar-benar sayu dan sedih. Sebenarnya saya sudah puas berusaha. Sejak di awal perkahwinan lagi kami telahpun membuat pemeriksaan dan doktor mengesahkan saya tidak mengalami masalah kesuburan, telur yang ada cukup banyak serta besar. Begitu juga suami saya, dia juga disahkan tiada masalah. Walaupun begitu saya tetap membuat rawatan kesuburan dan apabila saya belum hamil saya di cadangkan menjalani kaedah IUI. Namun setelah 2 kali melakukan IUI, saya masih gagal hamil dan saya nekad untuk melakukan IVF. Saya ke Kuantan untuk meneruskan niat saya dan ingin berdaftar di bawah TAFF. Sementara menunggu menyiapkan segala dokumen dan prosedur yang mengambil masa lebih kurang setahun, saya mengambil keputusan mencuba Program Kehamilan Biodex (PKB). Selama 2 bulan lebih mengamalkannya, berat badan turun dari 63kg kepada 58 kg. Saya sangat gembira dengan perubahan ini kerana sebelum saya menjalani rawatan kesuburan dahulu berat saya hanya 43 kg tetapi kesan sampingan dari rawatan itu berat badan saya naik mendadak.Atas kesan positif ini saya meneruskan PKB sehinggalah pada pertengahan Jun 08 saya mengalami pening-pening dan muntah-muntah pada waktu pagi. Saya membuat ujian UPT dan alangkah terkejutnya apabila keputusannya positif.Tidak puas hati dan tidak percaya dengan apa yang di lihat, saya membeli 1 dozen(1 kotak besar) kertas ujian UPT dan membuat 'urine test' berulang kali sehinggalah saya benar-benar yakin keputusannya adalah POSITIF. Saya segera ke klinik dan doktor mengesahkan saya sudah hamil 2 bulan. Alangkah gembiranya saya pada waktu itu, tidak dapat saya gambarkan dengan kata-kata, tidak sedar airmata peneman setia saya selama ini terus mengalir laju. Syukur kehadrat Ilahi dan terima kasih Biodex kerana akhirnya saya berjaya hamil. Mendengar berita gembira ini, ibu mertua saya terus mengadakan kenduri kesyukuran dan doa selamat. Rupa-rupanya selama ini ramai yang mendoakan saya dan berharap kami dikurniakan zuriat. -NorHasliza Ismail 35tahun.

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Touching siot. beli satu dozen UPT sbb takpecaye sgt. betape lame gilenye die tunggu..ish..bersabar sungguh akak nih.