September 13, 2011

Dacing.

Sebenarnye, idup kita ni balance.
Kalau semua orang senang pregnant, mesti takde org nak kisah pasal anak2 yatim. Kan? Kalau semue budak ada makbapak, kesian jugak kat orang yg takde anak tu. sebab tu ada orang, makbapaknye diambil oleh Allah. Dan ada setengah orang, susah dapat anak, takde masalah pun, takboleh mengandung jugak. Jadi orang2 ini akan 'rescue' anak2 yang perlukan makbapak itu.

Jadi 2 kategori manusia ini, complete each other.

Nak tau, aku kira berapa ramai orang keliling aku atau orang yg aku penah rapat/kenal yang kawin dekat2 dgn aku atau lepas aku yang dah mengandung, dan yang masih belum ada anak. BALANCE jumlahnya.

Married, with kids.
 
1. aini/wawi (married july 2008)
- Now with 2 kids (adam & adra)
2. hana/khairul (married oct 2008)
- Now with 2kids (maryam & zahra)
3. balqis/own (married oct 2008)
- Now with 2kids (luqman & qaseh)
4. kak dayang/abgawie (cousin) (married nov 2008)
- Now with 2 kids (abd aziz & dayang amirah)
5. nana/nazwan (married dec 2008)
- Now with 1 kid (nadhim), expecting another one soon.
6. hidd/adi (married jan 2009)
- Now with 1 kid (umar arjuna)
7. iezah/moqh (married june 2009)
- Now with 1 kid (zikry) and expecting another one soon.
8. ida/halim (married june 2009)
- Now with 1 kid (syed ashraf)
9. kakcik/kamal (married jan 2010)
- (Now with 1 kid (ismah khalisha)
10.kecik/wan (ex-dorm mate & colleague) (married feb 2010)
- Now with 1 kid (zahratul)
11.zurina/aremie (married june 2010)
- Now with 1 kid (firash)
12.arni/anas (married nov 2010)
- Expecting in September 2011
13.amalia/shahrul (cousin) (married dec 2010)
New born this sept: Adam

Married, no kids/preggies yet.

1. shana & jidin (married 2006)
2.rina (ex-client) (married march 2008)
3.erin (ex client) (married nov 2008)
4.fynn jamal (married 2008)
5.me (married jan 2009)
6.paktam & nurul (married april 2009)
7.nazee (married aug 2009)
8.farniem (married dec 2009)
9.fida (colleague) (married dec 2009)
10.emy suraya (exskoolmate) (married dec 2009)
11.wani ardy (married sept 2010)
12.k.nazirah (married dec 2010)
13.meli (married dec 2010)

Total for Both: 13

Entry sedapkan ati

:)

September 10, 2011

TGIF

Habbatus-Sauda

 



Semalam, saya beli serbuk Habbatus-Sauda dekat MyDin, tattau kenapa tergerak nak beli. baru 3kali je minum, mak oi, pahit gila..naik kembang la tekak ni..rupenye aku bodo tak letak gula. kene letak gula rupenye. hehehe!

aku tgh research psl Habbatus-Sauda ni pulak. nama saintifik dia NIGELLA SATIVA. Memang diantara alternative herbs untuk kesuburan, untuk betulkan period (Zzz....), untuk banyakkan susu ibu, untuk seksual suami isteri, dan sbgnya.

Dah balik rumah baru aku perasan kat depan botol HabbatusSauda ni, ada gamba ustaz faveret aku, Ust. Ismail Kamus. hehe! Ini produk dia rupanya. Takpelah, kita tawakal ye.

SABDA RASULULLAH (SAW) :

Dari kitab Ash Shahihain "Gunakanlah Habbatus Sauda’ kerana di dalamnya terdapat sejenis ubat dari segala jenis macam penyakit kecuali As Sam (maut)" (HR.Bukhari, Muslim)

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BBT 

Today, im on Cycle Day 78. korang pernah? sampai cycle day 78? 78 hari since my LAST period. huuuuuu.....



Terok gila BBT mcm nih! sampai skrin ni kene scroll banyak2 sampai ke kanan!

In case anyone of u wondering, what's a NORMAL, good BBT looks like. Probably if anyone of you who have normal cycle, if you track your BBT, it will look like this. 

its like this:

[this woman ovulates on CD 15, got her period on Day 30., temp will drop]

If you have NORMAL cycle, and PREGNANT, your BBT will look like this:

[This woman ovulated on CD 14, missed her period on CD 29, did a HPT, and Positive, she did a Beta test the next day, and positive. so her temp stays Up]

IF, YOU ARE A PCOS sufferer, then your temp will look like Rocky Mountains:



LIKE MINE! but this woman took Progesterone pills (like NE or provera, etc) on CD 32 (i assumed that she wanted to induce her period)
so at CD 43, she got her period. if i took progesterone pills, my temp will be UP too, and will drop once period is about to come.

Maksudnya My brain, reproductive system, hormones, semua tak betol! sewel, tak balance!

Next week, kite pegi jumpe Dr Delaila je lah k.  See what happen. Kali ni aku nak mintak dia print kan ultrasound aku tu, nnt aku paste kat sini k? Ya Allah, dah leh bayangkan encik PCOS tu makin terok...mesti dah berbiji2 dan berketol2, dah crowded gile dekat both ovaries aku ni. :-|

Im sorry, ovaries. EH ovaries aku yg kene sorry kat aku patutnya! hoh! :P

Owh! By The way la kan, if anyone of you belum join DREAM MOTHERS group kat FB, please search kat fb "dream mothers" lepastu join the group k! boleh kita share experience masing2 :)

Happy weekend,

Jay
Cycle Day Seventy EIGHT.

September 7, 2011

Congratulate me, now

Congratulate me, that i am

1. already 2 years,8 months and 4days MARRIED

2.  already 2 years and 6 months 4days, TTC - masih tabah and enjoy the journey!

all i want is a 'congratulations'

like semua org suka bila dpt twit, dpt up status fb, yg iM pregnant! lepastu semua org balas congratulations! alhamdulillah!
like semua org suka bila dpt twit, dpt up status fb, yg Im now a mummy! dan up gambar new born babies mereka.

eh x lame lagi je dah 3 tahun!

arwah mama nak mengandungkan aku tunggu 3 tahun 5bulan. they got married in Nov 1979, dan aku lahir pada 3 jan 1984, jadi aku buat calculation, die mengandungkan aku lepas 3 tahun 5 bulan or 6bulan. i was due at Dec 30, 1983 actually. tapi aku tak keluar2. tibe2 3rd Jan 1984 mak aku sakit tibe2, sampai kat klinik bersalin taksempat baring, nurse kata "dah nampak kepala!!" (taksabo beno aku nak tgk dunia time tu?)

arwah mama baring je, die push skali je aku teros kuar. Wah, senang mak aku bersalinkan aku. tunggu 4tahun, tapi beranak senang. ada org mengandung teros lepas kawin, nak branak sampai 2hari kat wad pun tak bukak2 jalan lagi, kena induce, c-zer dan sbgnya. tapi ada gak org yg sng mengandung, sng beranak.

Rezeki masing2.

Oh and if after 3 years and 5 months im still not pregnant, then i will get major help. IUI, GONAL-F, watsoever. watsoever that is possible to be done.

What happens to FertilAid?

Tattau weh, tak period pun?