Hai.

Amat lah bosan arinih.

Takde benda nak citer sbenanyer.

Aku lapar.

Makan ubat2 ni slalu membuatkan aku lapar.

2 3 hari lepas aku ganti pose, ade lagi 5 hari. gagaga..harini aku janji nak pose tapi aku tipu.

sbb aku malas bangon sahor. dulu aku takde hal leh pose kalau tak bangon sahor.

tibe2 skang ni payah gile. maybe sejak2 menjak ni aku asik makan. so aku sng lapar kalau lambat makan.

pagi2 kol 7 tadi perot aku dah kruk krek2. mule la pagi2 aku dah terbayang brekpes MCD dan zinger burger KFC bagai.

akhirnye aku beli nasik goreng  kat cafe gak. konon jimat. (sbenanye dah kering) hahaha

tgh hari tadi gi jalan2 kat komplek mcm biase la dgn org2 opis aku. slalunye kitorg mkn kat bumbong. lepas makan leh cuci2 mate jap. aku beli lagi magazine wanita. aku slalu beli lak skg. sbenanye sbb aku nak bace iklan dan tgk testimonial org yg dah gune biodex. happy lak aku bace. ade yg kawin 11 tahon, ade yg kawin 3 4 tahon, ade yg baru kawin 6 bulan (pon sebok nak bagi testimonial mcm la perjalanan dia payah beno stakat 6bulan kawin) tapi aku tetap happy utk diorg ni. aku kdg berangan kalau la aku pregnant gak dgn biodex aku pon nak gak antar citer aku kat majalah tu. tak pon aku teros letak link blog ni je kat testi tu. hahaha. tapi kire diorg ni sunggoh tabah and mungkin mmg saving duit byk utk beli biodex ni. sbb tak semua yg baru try teros pgnant..kebanyakkan dlm 3 4 kali beli gak..wah mau dkt 1000+ gak tu

tapi yg aku dok gi klinik pon sama gak tah2 lebeh 1000 dah. tapi yg bestnye aku leh claim 50% kalau gi klinik kan. kalau beli biodex mane leh claim? heheh..btol2..kalau gi gomen, lagi la byr sket jek..tapi tak kose lak aku tunggu lame2 utk gi gomen. asal bole gi private sbb taknak tunggu lame. kalau aku jenis yg keje bizi takpe la gak kalau gi gomen..dlm in between apoinment tu aku leka buat keje, takde la terase sgt lame dok tunggu next apoinmen. ni aku gi keje kol 8 balik kol 5 and balik umah tgk tv. hari2 rutin mcm tu.

aku plan kalau tahon dpn pon aku masih tak pregnant aku mesti buat sesuatu utk mengisi mase lapang selain drp tgk tv. aku mesti buat something dgn laki aku. berniage ke? tapi nnt penat..ala byk la alasan aku. nnt la aku pikir. tapi aku rase aku nak buat something..kalau tak takkan sampai bile2 asik tgk tv je. aku dah jarang lepak sgt dah skg mlm2 or pegi2 jamming. aku biarkan je bandmate aku yg lain yg masih aktif bermuzik ni proceed dgn keje diorg. diorg nak perform ke, nak recording ke, pegi lah. laki aku kdg2 mcm bengang je tgk aku mcm lemau taknak join muzik ni semua lagi. sedangkan dia masih nak bermain musik sbb dia mmg minat. aaah, baik aku ajor dia ambik gambar lagi bagos.

tapi yg bagosnye laki aku ni kdg2 die lebeh sonok amek gamba dgn aku sbb atleast duit masok. drp gi jamming, perform free semua tu, buang duit gak kan. skg dah kawin ni kene la pikir gak semua ni. kalau dok bujang makbapak jenis kaya raya ko kangkang je pon makbapak kasi duit takpe. ini zaman nak gune duit, baik aku takyah main muzik sgt.

aku sbenanye lupe ape tujuan aku nak anak. aku patot letak no 1 dlm entry bawah2 ni yg Kenape Nak Anak tu.

aku nak quit main musik sbenanye.

tapi disebabkan aku masih lom ade anak and kdg2 bosan tahap gaban, bile bandmate aku ajak perform kdg2 aku join jugak. ala bukannye perform kat gig pon, stakat kat cafe tempat org makan2. org makan sambil tgk kite. astu kite dpt makan free. ok lah tu.

haha..

tapi aku takmo amalkan sgt dah skang. byk lagi benda lain leh buat. nak main musik kat umah pon bole. sampai dah karat tali gitar aku tu, takde aku heran pon nak gi tukar. baik aku simpan duit utk minyak kete :P

Provera

Starting Clomid

• Clomid is started early in the menstrual cycle and is taken for five days either from cycle days 3 through 7, or from day 5 through 9


• Clomid is usually started at a dose of one tablet (50mg) daily - taken any time of day

Increasing Clomid Dosage (if needed)

• If the patient does not ovulate on the starting dose, Provera is often given to induce a period - then a 100mg dose of Clomid is tried
  
  


• If she does not ovulate on a 100 mg dose, then 150mg is sometimes tried

tidak ke bodoh aku tak diberi provera nih?

ke sbb doc ckp aku miscarriage so dia tak bagi aku provera tuh? maybe doc ingat aku ni leh period dgn sendiri nyaa kot. dah tentu aa aku selame sejak kawin ni period dgn ubat sahaja. tak pon doc tak berani nak bg provera sbb takot lagi memudaratkan kot.

abeh same gak skang sah2 kene PCOS lak. ade treatment utk PCOS ni org gune provera. mungkin dia sgt strong kot so aku kene try yg kurang strong dulu....ahhh..

FSH & LH

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taken from wikipedia

Activity

FSH regulates the development, growth, pubertal maturation, and reproductive processes of the human body.

• In both males and females, FSH stimulates the maturation of germ cells.

• In males, FSH induces Sertoli cells to secrete inhibin and stimulates the formation of sertoli-sertoli tight junctions (zonula occludens).

• In females, FSH initiates follicular growth, specifically affecting granulosa cells. With the concomitant rise in inhibin B, FSH levels then decline in the late follicular phase. This seems to be critical in selecting only the most advanced follicle to proceed to ovulation. At the end of the luteal phase, there is a slight rise in FSH that seems to be of importance to start the next ovulatory cycle.

Like its partner LH, FSH release at the pituitary gland is controlled by pulses of gonadotropin-releasing hormone (GnRH). Those pulses, in turn, are subject to the oestrogen feed-back from the gonads.

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i've heard of this. but never thought of that it is related to ovulation. i think im lack of FSH or LH. sebab tu dia tak release. and stuck. and mr. PCOS came.

FSH stimulates the growth and recruitment of immature Ovarian follicles in the ovary. In early (small) antral follicles, FSH is the major survival factor that rescues the follicles fromapoptosis (programmed death of the somatic cells of the follicle and oocyte). In the luteal-follicle phase transition period the serum levels of progesterone and estrogen (primarily estradiol) decrease and no longer suppress the release of FSH, consequently FSH peaks at about day three (day one is the first day of menstrual flow). The cohort of small antral follicles is normally sufficiently in number to produce enough Inhibin B to lower FSH serum levels.

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When the follicle matures and reaches 8-10 mm in diameter it starts to secrete significant amounts of estradiol. Normally in humans only one follicle becomes dominant and survives to grow to 18-30 mm in size and ovulate, the remaining follicles in the cohort undergo atresia.

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So now i know when Dr Karamjeet did the sonogram on me to check the development after clomid response, dia ckp my follicles were only 10-12mm. tak cukop size.

so there is no point of injection kot. rasenye dia kena inject FSH/LH ni la.

FSH ni maybe sbb mahal, so dia tak inject dulu. LPPKN pon dah 100++, kalau private maybe lebeh lagi la.

takpe i'll remember to ask about FSH/LH injection lepas ni. if i need it or not.

aku rase yg plg tepat ialah LH kot. LH ni la keje dia utk mem-BURST-kan follicle supaye keluarnye ovum utk ke falopion tube. Pil perancang halang pengeluaran hormon LH. sebab tu la follicle tu tak pecah utk discharge an ovum. HISH aku ni buat ape tah mase sains kat skolah dulu! takpasal2 aku buat rumusan psl benda yg dah blaja dulu2 plak..hehehe.

so, period terjadi sebab CORPUS LUTEUM (follicle yg dah mati dan ovum di dalamnye tidak dilepaskan) jadi darah.

so, a normal period pon, doesnt mean that we ovulated. so we need the LH!

tapi tak jugak. i also need FSH sebab gunanya utk membesarkan follicles..hm betol2..tugas CLOMID pon dah mmg utk stimulate FSH & LH tinggal lagi aku ni tak cukop 100mg tu. sbb tu la kene up lagi. and if necessary, needs the FSH/LH injection. optional kot injection tu. alaa PCOS have nothing to do with whether i got the injections or not laa. its not bcoz of i didnt get injected i got PCOS. aku mmg ada penyaket PCOS tu and injection doesnt make anything better. kalau aku dpt injection tu pon, follicles aku kecik. mane boleh ovulate? buatpe doc nak inject pon kan?

agaknye dr sudha tanye sbb just nak make sure kot. sbb dah aku ckp aku dpt positive lepas tu kan. and maybe akak2 opis aku dpt injection tu sbb follicles dia cukop besar!

ok.

sudah

faham.

sekian.