Termenong

Hari ni asyik termenong.

Adik ipar aku (kakcik) kemungkinan besar akan beranak hari nih, so aku mcm agak xsabar gak nak dpt anak buah baru. disamping itu, mesti aku akan tensionkan kepale aku dgn memikirkan 'time aku bile lagi?'.

aku penat nak pikir mcm tu.

bile aku cube paksa diri aku JANGAN pikir, tapi mesti terpikir gak.

jangan kate orglain tanye aku taktahan, aku sendri tak tahan tanye diri aku sendri.

ape masalah dgn implantation yg tak berjaya hari tu hah? something wrong with the embryo? rahim aku tak tebal? or tebal sgt? or tak 'user friendly' dgn eggs sendri? heheh..lawak plak ayat user friendly tu.

apekah tindakan aku seterusnya skang.

adik along si angah pon dah kawin aritu. aku cpt2 gitau diri sendri "kompem dia ni pon bini dia pgnant dulu"

mesti aku stress bile adik adik ipar aku yg lain tu semua kawin dan pegnant. yg dpt nama, aku. yg kena perli, aku. bodo betol aku stress dgn rezeki orglain. tapi mmg takleh tipu, semua org yg sama mcm aku, mmg dengki dgn orglain yg pregnant. aku kdg2 terlalu jahat sampai pernah "ter"mendoakan yg kandungan diorg tu semua takjadi. supaye diorg TAU ape yg aku rase.supaya kita semua sama!

JAHAT KAN AKU?

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sometimes benda tu mcm just terlintas je mcm tu. cpt2 aku beristighfar n mengucap. berdose betol aku doakan camtu kat org. ye lah, dengki punye psl. korang jgn lah jadi mcm aku nih.tp kalo kwn2 aku takpenah lak aku terpikir mcm tu, maybe sbb kwn2 rapat. cousin2 aku pon aku tak pikir mcm tu. maybe sbb kwn2 aku yg tgh pgnant skang ni sdg mengandung anak no 2 and diorg kawin lagi awal drp aku..so psl tu aku tak pikir gitu kot. tp kalau yg pgnant anak 1st, aku msti cam bengang.

mase adik ipar aku si dayah gitau kakcik dah mengandung mase baru lepas sebulan kawin, mak mertua aku pon perasan muke aku lain gila. mmg lah pon, dlm hati "ak alaaa sket2 pregnant! benci!"

hm die dah beranak dah pon arinih.

tak baik dengki kat org kan. rezeki masing2 mmg takkan sama. mmg tuhan dah bahagi2kan setiap org tu tak sama rezekinya. tapi mmg deep down, the EVIL part of me mmg pernah terlintas mcm tu kat org2 yg bagitau aku dia pregnant.

mcm aku ckp bdk ofis aku yg kat bwh ni, yg period lambat.

aku buleh tak terpikir "tlg la tlg la jgn pregnant tlg laaa..aku taknak hadapi satu lagi tensionnnn"

then, esok2 tu bdk ofis aku ni kate die dah period kuar spotting. aku pon ckp la kat dia "oo lambat sket period tu sbb stress kot"

in the same time im telling myself " PEH LEGA!"

buleh aku mcm tu weh?

tak baik betol aku ni.

kang bile aku pgnant, org lak dok doakan aku gitu. baru padan muka.

tapi tu lah, HANYA AKU dan org2 yg pernah bersekedudukan dgn aku jek paham perasaan ini! walaupon ia salah!

:(

ya, sbb tu lah tuhan uji aku. nak uji tahap kesabaran aku dan kebersihan hati aku. ternyata aku adalah sedikit busuk bile pernah terlintas mcm tu. yg boleh menghilangkan kebusukan tu semua, solat, doa, istighfar, bersyukor, amalkan ayat2 quran yg sepatutnya, dan muhasabah diri.

sekian.

Boring

keje aku dah siap. heh baru kol 9.40 keje dah siap. sbb dah takde keje lain dah nak buat.

officemate aku sorg ni tgh menggelabah sbb period die dah lambat. aku soh test taknak. takot katenye.

sbb tak ready nak tambah anak. anak dah 2 dah dia. adoi, aku ckp kat dia kalau taknak bg kat aku. hoho tuhan bg anak lagi mau takready tak ready.

sometimes aku cam wonder, kenape kite slalu nak bende yg kite takde, bile bende yg orglain nak sgt tu, ada kat kite, kite takbrape nak hargai sgt. sbb org yg takde bende tu, die tattau ape rase bile bende tu 'ade'. org yg 'ade' plak bende tu, taktau mcm mana rase bile bende tu 'tak ade'.

ape aku ade takde ade takde ni. hahaa

Aini dah bersalin 7.10.10 aritu. dpt baby girl yg bernama Adra. So adam ade adek dah skg. huhu. kwn aku sorg name ariel ni pon bini dia bersalin 10.10.10 aritu. baek punye timing. pandai anak tu pilih tarikh nak keluar ye.

ape2 pon congrats kat diorg ni :)

Pineapple

Just an info to share.

Somebody called Minxy have written this in fertilityfriends forum.

Having researched on the net & in many books, the "jury" is undecided on whether pineapple can help aid implantation...personally I believe it is the fresh pineapple that should be avoided - not canned or juice.



Fresh pineapple contains the enzyme bromelain (only small amount) which is believed to induce labour, although there is no scientific proof of this (you'd have to eat alot of fresh pineapples for this to happen I think !!!)
However, during the process of juicing/canning etc the enzyme is destroyed so "processed" pineapple should be fine (although everything in moderation !)
Pineapple also contains selenium which is one of the things that helps build up a healthy endometrium - which is what you want for implantation & to sustain a pregnancy. I've not stopped drinking pineapple juice!

And for those ttc (especially those on Clomid)....try drinking grapefruit juice as it can improve & increase the "sperm friendly" cervical mucus.

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here's another from this blog : dearreilly.blogspot

I mentioned the pineapple reccommendation on my last blog entry and have piqued a few interests, so I thought I would provide a wee bit more information and clarification. Here's what they gave me at the needle-pushing place. Using Pineapple to Assist Implantation: Pineapple contains bromelain. Bromelain is a proteolytic enzyme that breaks up proteins that inhibit embryo implantation. Consuming a whole pineapple (focusing on the core as it has the highest concentration of Bromelain) during a fertility cycle can be beneficial.

For IVF cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day of your embryo transfer.

IUI cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day of your IUI.

Timed intercourse cycle: consume equal amounts over five days, beginning on the day after ovulation.

Note: Be careful not to start consuming pineapple too early in the cycle. Beginning to consume pineapple BEFORE the reccommended days above can actually affect your vaginal and cervical mucus PH, making it more acidic.



A huge giant, enormous congratulations to SARA S-P on her Pineapple pregnancy.



The End.

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there's such a "Pineapple" pregnancy! so Nenas is good!

maybe not if u are ALREADY pregnant kan. aku lak dok avoid nenas selame dah setahon lebih. ia adalah bagus kisahnya. nak nak lagi lepas ovulation. sbb mase tu mmg belom lekat lagi pon. mase tu egg baru nak fertilize n is travelling down the uterus. so dgn bantuan nenas ini boleh meng'friendly'kan uterus lining dgn egg itu.

nenasnenasnenasnenas

so aini, btol ape kakak buat tu, patot la lepas2tu die pregnant.