Kejam - TTC ladies, read at your own risk.

MENGAPA AKU PEGI TENGOK BENDA2 NIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

ok jadi aku paham. kepada ibu2 mengandung, aku paham perasaan korang skg, kenapa asik nak post gamba baju baby, beli barang2 baby, lebih excited dari yg lain2. aku paham. kerana mmg takleh tahan tengokkkkkkkkkk!!!

designer2 baby apparels ni semua KEJAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!

huwaaaaaaaaaa

takpe takpe, nanti kalau aku pregnant, korang hadiahkan la aku eh.

hehehehe

tapi sumpah aku sgt suka gila benda2 yang diorg design ni.

yg rock rock punk semua bagai.

becoz fyi, me and my husband used to be involved in those "Youth Subcultures"

ala, muda2.

hahah, well, the subculture brought us together.

before we know each other, (and when we're already bestfriends and he was the bassist of my band) he was a punk. a REAL PUNK. bukan poser. bukan yg fashion punk. bukan yang saje2 dressup dan pacak2 kan rambut. dia memang budak PUNK. yg jahat. hhahaha..well, u know how a true punk lives.

and i was a. skinheadgirl. hurup kecik sket. segan. well it was worth the memory. being young, and mase muda semua nak jadi macam2. nak ikut2. tapi aku bukanlah the REAL skinheadgirl. aku cuma yang support the local scene, dan mmg nak sangat ada band yang boleh represent the culture walaupun culture itu di zaman itu, semue org benci. dan masok tv, "makan sampah" katenye.

bodoh, ape ingat kami ni takde perut ke nak makan sampah? ingat tak busuk ke sampah tu?

hahaha, teringat zaman itu.

tapi tak dinafikan bila dah tua2 ni (ala mane tua 27thn) kami masih lagi bermain musik. tapi subculture tu semua dah tak wujud. yg tinggal semue kenangan yg indah.

taksangka jumpe jodoh aku dalam subculture ni. dulu aku anggap dia macam abang jek, dan mase die join band aku takpenah pun aku ade hati kat dia. (rupenye dia ade hati kat aku dari dulu lagi!) hehehe....

so when we are married, and we still enjoy the "songs" and we still play some music. cuma tidak la se-active dulu2...kalau perform pun kat acoustic shows je tu pun main lagu yg radiofriendly (eh kami mmg radiofriendly pun, radio je tak friendly dgn kami hahaha) tapi April 2011 aritu ada gak dapat show kat KL, budak punks+skinhead rupenye masih wujud dan mereka masih kenal dan ingat kami! (and singalong our songs too!) bangga! :D 
aku penah janji nak stop main musik dulu. nak concentrate on TTC kononnya. tapi bila tak berhasil, mula lah nak main musik balik. haih! aku tipu.

aku masih minat DrMartens, and i still wear them. and i still collect them. kasut hantaran aku pun kasut DrMartens (tapi mintak yg heels la skit takde la nampak rebel sgt :P) dan kasut hantaran aku tu ialah DrMartens aku yg ke 9. cume rambut aku dah takde la mcm dulu. pakcik aku benci gila tgk rambut aku dulu. dia tanya PESEN APA NI? aku ckp sbb aku budak limkokwing. so budak2 limkokwing mmg style rambut macam2.

hahahha.

So why these pictures drives me nuts? aku rase kalau laki aku tgk baju baby yg ada lambang "Anarchy" tu pun mesti dia nak nangis gak n nak suruh aku beranak skng! hahaha

ok scroll at your own risk.

Taktau nak credit mcm mana sebab semua ni aku Google Images. so credit to Google Images.

BABY CLOTHING

BABY SHOES

BABY BIBS!!!!

BOTTLES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok yang botol susu tengkorak tu aku nak sangattttttttttttttt (eh tapi takbaik la kan tengkorak2 ni?) hehehe malaikat taksuka! ala tapi chomel! haih! benci la aku! 


:( 


Takpe, its ok to dream :)

Just got back from Penang!

Gaye mcm lama je pegi. Padahal pegi petang jumaat, balik sabtu malam. so 1malam jek tapi puas la berjalanbersame kwn2 :) tq wani ardy sebab ajak berjalan. sonok! lenkali nak jalan2 dgn kwn2 lagi!

alin-wani-jay - at Batu Feringhi, Penang

clockwise: ermie,wani,syafiq,alin,jay,along at Bukit Bendera, Penang

Naik cable car! 

Mase kat Penang, asik LAPAR je. aritu citer berat dah turun kan? Balik dari Penang, naik 2 kilo balik hehehhe.....maybe sbb makan beramai2..mcm berselera je gaknye. nasik kandaq sedap!

BBT hari ni naik, tapi period dah turun dah. maybe esok2 die turun balik kot. kali ni macam lambat lak period lepas last tablet. tapi kali ni cycle jadi 29days. alangkah bagusnya kalau mmg setiap bulan begitu? :(
Here's the completed chart for October-November cycle.

Cuba tengok, bila berubah je temperature, coverline pun hilang. dah tak PRETTY dah chart aku :( hehehe so memang sah2 la aku ni sgt PCOS sebab rocking mountain sgt chart aku ni. tapi takpelah.. yang penting period keluar. Progesterone aku pun terok jugak..start from day 16, progesterone aku takat tu je (walaupun dgn yasmin) aku ni seriously perlukan Progesterone treatment. ok start dari hari ni, aku akan apply cream lumiglow tu dengan bersungguh2 dan monitor tgk ada progress tak. memang takkan terus nampak la dalam 1st month ni kot...tapi aku akan cuba sedaya-upaya!
what's a PRETTY chart looks like?

OVULATED ON DAY 15, BUT NOT PREGNANT

OVULATED ON DAY 15 AND PREGNANT

Bagus lah 2 owner charts kat atas ni, ada hormones yg stabil dan cantik dan mengikut buku teks..haih...

SENTAP JAP.

Tadi aku agak bengang bile sorg akak yg pregnant no 3 dari tgkat atas turun bwh saje nak borak2 dgn kwn dia..then seMUA org bertanyekan progress dia mcm mana, ade mengidam ape2 tak, muntah2 tak, suami layan mcm mane best tak dpt manje2, ape beza pregnancy 1st dgn 2nd dia byk beza tak, time pgnant ni ade memasak tak, amboi diorg niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii tak pandang sekeliling pun! aku cam nak je jerit WAA BESTNYE PREGNANT KAN SEMUE ORG CONCERN KAN!!!!! suami manje2kan kite ke tak pun nak tanye!
(eleh suami saye pun manjekan saye takpayah pregnant pun boleh manje! wek!) - dengki

ye la aku paham, buatpe diorg nak jage ati aku takpasal2 kan. jadi aku biarkan mereka berbual2..sambil aku buat pekak konon2 tgh dgr mp3 tapi sbenanye aku tattau mcm mana nak cover supaye aku sbenanye tidak mendengar perbualan diorg :(
aku mcm nak je tanye akak tu, "Eh dah ada dua dah la, ape nak tambah2? Cube bagi peluang kat orang yg lom pregnant2 ni!" atau nak je aku tanye " Eh pregnant ke kak? BORINGnye"
hahahaha,,tapi tu kehendak Allah, aku sape nak pi tanye mcm tu kat die yg Happily Pregnant. Takbaik pikir mcm tu kat orang. :-|
Alah biase la itu my inner-darker side yg bercakap. Sbenanya, itu rezeki mereka. Aku ni cukup2 la nak terase tak habis2. hish..

Astu tadi kat fb ade org update status" Eh betul ke 2 line ni! dah test 3 kali masih 2 line! am i pregnant guys?? tolonggggg!! OMG! pregnantkah aku???"

nak je la aku komen: Kau pernah makan tapak kasut bernama Dr Marten?
kalau test 3 kali lagi mau tanya kat fb "pregnant kah aku?"
eh tak pregnant lahhhhhhh! 2line tu maksudnya tak berak 10 hari!!

bodo.

Ehhh sudah sudahh lahhhhhh nak marah orggg!
:P
saya period. emo lebeh.

Pretty

This is the prettiest BBT Chart I've ever had.

Hehe, fertilityfriend.com gave me a '2 days trial for VIP benefits of the charting software' so that's why my chart suddenly ber-colourful. I know that in 2-4 days time, my temp will drop and I will get my menses.
Please ignore the coverline actually. (the red lines. Im on Yasmin, its a birth control and it supposed to correct my cycle pattern. so this is the nicest pattern ive ever seen on my own chart. Im hoping after today's last tablet, i will have a pretty chart on my own with the help of the natural progesterone cream (lumiglow).

If i were not on any meds, and the coverline was at day 8, it means i ovulated on day 8. but im on birth control to correct my periods, so the coverline maybe just indicated that progestin is taking over in order to thicken my uterus lining. (if anyone who wants to prevent pregnancy, that was the time u can have sex all you want without worrying that u might get pregnant) That's why BBT can be used as a guidance to 'prevent' pregnancy as well.

I finally found the answer why i lose weight.
it's YASMIN. tak sama mcm diane35, yasmin ni balance water retention dalam badan kita so baru aku tau yg badan aku naik selama ni, gemok air. hahahahaha! gila with Diane35 i gained until 49kg (lastyear). sedangkan masa seumur hidup aku sampai la aku kawin, aku ni budak underweight yang semue org takcaya aku ni 25 (in 2009), ramai org ingat aku 15thn. sebab berat aku 34kg je. dan aku nampak sgt kecik dan kurus.
Skang ni aku 43kg aku rase dah ok and comfortable. aku dah la "sangat" tinggi. 150cm je so skang sudah balance and im happy. if anyone of you yang period takbetol, u can try YASMIN. u can ask ur gynae for it.