30 Day Infertility Blog Challenge (sambung)

Sambungan, before i continue with my own post.

Day 4:
Besides Mothers Day, what is the hardest holiday for you as an infertile?


Seriously u guys, memang terasa ke everytime mother's day tu datang?
Ini je satu yang i dont get. sebab aku tak rasa ape pun. :D hahahaha...terok pulak ye rasenye.
sebab, ive never been a mother yet. so takrasa apebenda.
sebab byk blog TTC yg aku bace, bila mothers day diorang terasa sebab diorang masih not yet a 'mother'.


tau ape aku pikir bile Mothers Day?
aku teringat mak aku.
that's all.


so besides mothers day, the hardest holiday is of course HARI RAYA. i dont care about mothers day as much as i care about HARI RAYA, aidilfitri ke, aidiladha ke dan apa jua percutian yang kena balik kampung. 




Day 5:
Write a letter (one that you never have to send) to a fertile in your life. Did they hurt you? Support you? Tell them how you feel, all the things you can’t bring yourself to say in person.


Dear Fertile Friend,


Fertile friend no 1: whom a very supportive friend, dan asik mengandung, now expecting the 3rd, you know who u are. 
THANK YOU for being there, and here. aku sangat berazam nak jadi ibu yg KEWL mcm ko bila aku ada anak nanti. yang diam je bila pregnant, yang tak update semua benda psl pregnancy kat facebook, yang taksuka tunjuk perot konon sebab malu perot buncit (walhal perot buncit kalau pregnant itu tidak mengapa), yang sgt memperjuangkan breastfeeding, yang sgt bagus dlm mendidik anak hingga baru taksampai 2tahun dah pandai berak sendiri dkt toilet, yang selamba mendiamkan diri dah pregnant anak no 3 padahal dah nak 7bulan (hampeh) hahaha..tapi aku kagum jugak sebab ko boleh diam sampai kwn2 baik sendri pun tattau dan tak perasan. 


Fertile friend no 2: whom an ignorant, and dont care less, and feel like TTC is not ur problem, and so are ur TTC friends' feelings, teruskan lah sifat ignorant anda semoga jangan riak,bangga dan lupa diri berpanjangan. semoga banyak beringat. dan semoga jangan jadi buduh sangat suggest benda2 "DUHH" kat aku becoz its annoying. kbye.