Tibe2 aku cam takot.
aku takot 2nd attempt aku on fertility drug september ni tak berjaya.
sedangkan ada org penah try 250mg clomid, failed. (from 50mg)
ada org try femara gak for 7.5mg, failed. (from 2.5mg)
ada org buat IUI for more than 3 times, failed.
ada org buat IVF more than 3 times gak, failed.
aku lak asik dok surf success stories of femara and sometimes it gave me some little hope. tapi still, hope is all that left. dan aku masih takot kalau tak jadi, aku sedih. aku takot aku nnt putus asa and continue secretly hating those who already got pregnant n have babies. isk :( yg plg penting, aku takot kalau takjadi kali ni, dia tak period lagi mcm haritu. so aku takleh continue utk try again and have to wait and wait utk darah turun, dan buang masa. at least i hope if this cycle fails, cik period akan dtg utk bgtau aku yg hormon aku dah ok. plisssss. so boleh continue lagi another 14days lepas tu.
amin.
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